Pictures for today can?
Sometimes pictures speaks louder than words..

I looked bitchy for the last pic..

Ehm,,that is something you never noe.

hahaha.

:D
Once again,

had fun eating at food culture aft attending

some SHITS in schs.

:=8)

Nothing much today. Just do some random business with monkey in the morning. Once again, had breakfast with him. Search for something useful for my daddy's birthday but then nothing special caught my eye...Then on the afternoon, go to school wif mum to take my report book. Well...the result..i gonna say ..... O_o -speechless- :D

Boy don't make me wait cuz i couldn't stand looking at you go away with so much pain.

Yes.....Olvl mt is finally over...Languages, my weakest subject ever...I hope i get distinction. I gave it all with all i got...I tried my best. I hope my result will turned out good...I hope.
Okay....since hell, stress, confusing, sickening week is over...its party time. Yay!!!!!!!! First thing, was to clean up my room which was soo messed with books....worksheet....clothes here and there.....hahaha. Yeah, this is how my room looked like when it was examination week. Second, was to go party. Party, party, party. Would go shopping for hours. Spend some time with friends. Meet monkey, trying to fulfilled his request...monkey...monkey. Then go chalet and celebrate my BELOVED
DADDY BIRTHDAY!!! Ya....i LOVE my daddy sooo much. He was the best daddy i ever had in the world. I don't noe how to repay his sacrifices for me...OH-GOD, i feel like crying right now....BOohuhuhu. :(
Eh,,,do you guys want to join us??? Im be delighted if you guys could.
Oh-ya...not to forgot, happy birthday to my BELOVED BROTHER, SHAFI'E AND GIRLFRIEND, SAKINAH!!!! My mum and dad and i would combined our money to buy for him hp nokia N73...its his request though. Sooo....we see what happened. For my galfriend, sakinah...if i have the money...i would try to buy for you something. If i have the time and money....I would want to bring you to watch some movie. If i dont have any of it, i hope you understand my situation....Birthdae wishes is enough right? hahahahaha. SO sorry. I would try to do or work out something... :))))
Okay..now what. Oh-ya...tmr parent teacher meeting, get my report book back...and for sure i wont be shocked looking at the result cause i knew i had slacked A LOT...........
hahahaha.
Post to ya soon...

All my dreams are in your eyes
I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you are breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven
teach me how to love you
so that i could give you my love

Okay....So I'm back from my cousins wedding. Yeah...he is still good looking and tall(190++cm)..and just gorgeous. Huhuhu. But so sad..i didn't get any pics of him and his darling. Cuz,,there were many mat motors down there. SO cool. And my chicky sedara was like "Oh God,hansem siak! Eh tu lagi hansem rabak! Alamak,,byk nye mat mat hansem! Nor(cuzins called me by that name),,,pergi ah sana, they will surely ask for your no. PLs, do this for me." SO i was shocked wif her request. I didn't do it cuz it will drop my water face la. Later so embarrassed. hahaha. But i help her out....I accidently push her and she slip and miraculously one of the hansem boy help her out. And both of them was like..okay, nvm. And in the end, my Chicky sedara get his no(cuz she was pretty just not brave) and she get toooo excited aft that. She asked me to tackle other hansem boy....but i said...hansem boy ,playboy la. Don't get the wrong idea cuz this is just another reason for me not to do stupid things like having a bf...give me some time la. hahaha. But it is nerve racking to have many hansem boys there cuz they seems like staring at me. Maybe it is just because of my too opened clothes...special occasion wat..must be extra special. huhuhu. After all,,,i had fun. Totally. SO happy. OH-ya to my cousin who had just became a newlywed..happy birthday yang ke dot dot dot. this is what the DJ(KC, DJ ria bro) said. hahahaha. Special occasion as happy like never ever....okay. post to ya soon. :))))

What i got to do to make you love me?
What i got to do to make you care?
What do i do when lightning strikes me?
And wake up to find that you're not there?
What i got to do to make you want me?
What i got to do to be heard?
What do i say when it's all over?
Its sad, so sad.
This is the story of a gal.
So sad.
What should i do?

Hello... since i have the time, i should update. Just briefly what had happened through-out the weekdays. OKay...so todae,i going out to my abg sedara nye akad nikah...Huhuhu. ..Wanna noe my dirty little secret? hahaha. OKay,when i was still unmature and still in my childhood stage...i had a crushed on him cuz he was just toooo gorgeous. but..but... that was, when i was small. Immature..like "cinta monkey la"..basically it was just stupid love. I dont noe what love really is that time. Duh! OKay,,but now i knoe apa itu cinta. FUll of meanings and very rich in words...Sometimes even though you didnt love that person..You should have at least appreciate or respect his/her feelings. And dont give up or loss hope easily...i noe it is painful to see or hear someone you love ,dont love you. It is faith. "Orang yang merancang, tuhan yang menentunya". But i alwaes prayed hard that the one for me is the first and the last. I cant barely stand properly on the ground if the one i love, is gone. But what the hell..life has to go on... :)

OKAy...so get to know some of my result not yet total up. Thanx to sakinah for checking out for me and the other giler&selenger&sugar,spice n everything nice darlinks...cuz we were away for mocked exams(whole week). So i passed physic, ppr 1 was 16/20 and ppr 2 was 46/65. Chem also i passed, ppr 1 was 10/2o and ppr 2 was 44/65. Maths i passed, ppr 1 was 48/50 and ppr 2 was 26/50. Literature..fooo! Luckily, i passed, had 26/50. Malay i passed but not happy with it, had 69/100. Come on babe, do better in olvls! YA..motivate myself. Amaths, luckily i passed, had 56/80. English ppr 1 was only 33/60. Terrible hah. Ppr 2 ,on the other hand, was not finallized yet. Geo i passed, told you oready, had 35/5o. SS i passed, had 31/50. P.e, had gold again.( Has been 4 years in a row.). OKay...that was it. Well............Im NOT HAPPY with my result. hahahaha. I should have learn all the of subjects...nvm try again next time..hmm.

OKay...so, this mondae will sit for my mt olvls. HOw weird, i not nervous. MAybe the mock exams have made me not to be nervous...I dont noe... but im not mentally prepared for it but was physically prepared...hahaha. OKay. I cant wait to go to bugis street. Singapore great sale is sooo soon so as mt olvls. hahahaha. I dont noe which is more desperate ...hahaha.

To MOnkey- Jgn nk merepek la... But thanx for your support and motivation. I really really need that. huhuhu. But dont ever call me by that. Its nerve-racking la . Pls. I tknk sakitkan hati you. You oready heard my explaination kan. I tk suka sakitkan hati org... I anggap you sebagai kawan je..tk lebih daripada itu....but kalau u nk treat me like that..terserah...but dont be mad at me when something suddenly pops out..

-Sandaran hati-

Yakinkah ku berdiri

Di hampa tanpa tepi

Bolehkah aku

MendengarMu

Terkubur dalam emosi

Tanpa bisa bersembunyi

Aku dan nafasku

MerindukanMu

Terpuruk ku di sini

Teraniaya sepi

Dan ku tahu pasti

Kau menemani

Dalam hidupku

Kesendirianku

(chorus)

Teringat ku teringat

Pada janjiMu ku terikat

Hanya sekejap ku berdiri

Kulakukan sepenuh hati

Peduli ku peduli

Siang dan malam yang berganti

Sedihku ini tak ada erti

Jika Kaulah sandaran hati

Kaulah sandaran hati

Sandaran hati

Inikah yang Kau mau

Benarkah ini jalanMu

Hanyalah Engkau yang ku tuju

Pegang erat tanganku

Bimbing langkah kakiku

Aku hilang arahTanpa hadirMu

Dalam gelapnya

Malam hariku

(chorus)

Yesterday went to amalina's nephew birthday party. Had fun! Eat elmo birthday cake. Talk talk talk, Eat eat eat, laugh laugh laugh...hahahaha. basically i had so much fun...that was why we called it "party". Talk with amalina's cuzin. Just met her and she was friendly....and a very experienced person. Cool huh! She gave us advise and talked about life. Then at about 8p.m., received a call from my bro. He said we (my family except me) wanted to go malaysia that night and asked me whether it is okay for them to leave me alone till 2 a.m... so i said yes. Im okay. Hahaha. So around 9.30 p.m., i left amalina's house and thought of meeting the monkey cuz on friday, i was not able to meet him...so this is the correct timing but he was in town that same night...hahaha. so i went straight home and watched tv and did some editing pictures. Damn i was bored. goodbye.

Edited pictures! Im lovin it!

- You're my shooting star cuz everything i had wished for is everything you are. :)
-You did something to me that i cant explain. :)

Unconditional love is priceless. Is our love as beautiful as this?
I missed you!

Okay...that was it. Ehm..im not emo. Im just bored. I love beautiful scenery.

DOnt think much. okay,Goodbye. :)))

Yesterday...i was really really tired. Me and syafiqah were helping amalina to decorate or do some goody bags for her nephew birthday which is going to be celebrated today.. and Im still not sure whether i could go. Friday in class was fun.. checking of scripts and it was not pretty well done.Told you i am slacker oready for this MYE. What the hell. Nvm, shld do well for the next upcoming exams. THis year need to concentrate with my olvls first.. hahaha. And many unexpected events happened this year..so it was like soo damn complicated. Okay moving on...so yesterday heard some pissed off news about someone... OH damn, i hate her!! HOw can she did this to us!! I cant believed i knew her at the first place...OK. stop!. so i went home like around 10...do some editing pictures. Well edited pictures were well done. hahaha... .fullstop end of story.

this are the edited photos....Im having fun with it! :)

-This happened when monkeys were allowed to sit and stray at the back of the class.. we become real monkeys! OH..i love them!!
Oh..this was thursday. Food cultures rocks my stomach la...not my socks. GUmmy noodles was not bad at all. =p-This is wat happened when boredom strikes my day.

OKay...that was it. Good-bye.

Create your own Friend Test here Well...this is the results... hahahaha. Told you so...i am not wat you think i am....hahahahaha. Seeing tis results makes me laugh horrendously. OMG! sakinah dont even noe my full name... hahahahaha. AM i born yesterday or wat?...hahahaha. SEE.. i got full marks... hahahahaha.BLuek!!BOoohuhuhu....:=8) Does tis looked like a baboon? cuz it is.

Hello world. Okay, today in the morning we(friends) took mt Cambridge's practice paper(well, almost everyday we am going to do that.) Before that, we had some discussion in library with cikgu Ahmad. He is very funny teacher. We spent preparing for our mt olvls half of the school day. Then after recess, we had our normal lesson, checking of scripts...and well, i got bad and good news. huhuhu. I failed my English and the highest in our class was like 30/50...and it was like "what". But my overall marks was not finalize yet cuz there were many errors made by my teacher. My Geo, i had 35/50. I still think that i did badly for my Geo cuz i didn't study at all and my points were like from my own fairy tale story.. N i still don't think i was the highest..still not believing... Then chemistry and literature was spent watching movie.

After school, it was raining cats and dogs. I didnt bring an umbrealla, so me and amalina played with the rain. WOOOO...nice! Both my shirt and my skirt was very wet...My friends and i which includes me,sakinah,syafiqah and amalina, went to lot 1 to eat at food culture. Just to eat the handmade noodle "ban mian". Its nice! Love the gummy noodle! After several hours, rais came and we broke off with lots of laughter. HAhaha. We sat there for almost 2 hours. Cey, macam buat rumah sendiri sey...even the cleaner wanted to joke with us and some cleaner was just main2 mata.. hahahaha. Mengatal! Okay, moving on. Then we stroll around the lot 1 doing our routine inspections. hahaha. Then we went straight home. and thats was when the whole chaos went missing. OH-ya. congrats to all the soccer boys for being top 8 in nationals. "christiano ronaldo and rooney.. i love you! I support MAN U all the way and i dont care!"

P.S - If you are a true friend, pls take tis test!!!!
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/401798
:)))
Go! GO! go!

Today i screwed up my Maths papar 2. Haix!! The question was sooo not understandable. The setter must have failed his or her english. Yeah!! I think i skipped many questions and end up scratching my head and day dreaming...I cant believe i did that. What the hell! Well, tomorrow will be the starting of mock exams and in another 12 days would be my mt olvls.
OMG! Pls someone, can you turn back the time or make it slower.

Oh-ya. thanx monkey for your "you perk me up" mms. Huhuhu. I have to admit that im in love with your adam apple. It goes up and down when you talk, when you drink and so on. okay la. Its obvious that i keep on looking at ur adam apple and i know that you realized it cuz you keep on laughing after that situation. MOnkey dont you dare stared at me again. It freaks me out.

Aku perlu seseorang yang lebih arif dalam dunia percintaan. Aku mudah terpegaruh di dunia cinta. Entah mengapa, kata-kataku yang menjanjikan hidupku menukar pangkal jalannya. Pada satu saat, aku membencinya dan ingin melupakannya. Kemudian, aku mula mencintainya lagi. Otakku bagaikan tidak mahu melupakannya. Do words such like "moved on , get a life , i hate you " exist? Ohh. What the hell. Make my life simple yet interesting pls. N not complicated and boring. Give me ample of time. I screwed up. I still like him and i hate him at the same time. When i approached my galfriends, i dont dare to tell them even though i wanted to. N i really need their advise but i dont have the chance to. Now, time is not with me.

Ouh..Im in love with one of my own edited pics!

I could write thousands of love letters for you.
I dont care how and why.
When my hearts wanted to.
I do it.
But you made it hurts.

Oohhh....I'm so bored. Even though i just came home from meeting that dope(Eh monkey, you don't mind right. :0)...I still felt bored. Well..tomorrow is my last paper for MYE. Then followed by mock exams all the way till Olvls. Wow...life has no end huh. Arghh...i want to online my msn..but then if i do online, i would be very busy talking to strangers who added me... who the heck are them? & I am sorry to my friends who really wanted to talk to me but didn't have the chance to. Sorry a million. SO in order for me to stay alive and not die of boredom, i do some self study on how to edit pictures and i find wonderful,meaningful and just priceless songs... And now i can edit my own pictures and not to depend on syafiqah anymore. Yeah, i felt bad of always asking her to edit my pictures. By now, I should be studying my maths..but i get addicted to editing pictures. Huhuhu. NVM.

So today, i had chemistry and Amaths paper. Well, i only learnt chemistry in school for about 1/2hr because the paper was brought forward without further notice. Shit sia! I hope i do well. Amaths on the other hand,..."ehm no comment" fullstop(.). Oh ya, monkey don't think that it was ur fault for me not able to do my papers well because i was with you that afternoon after school.. OKay, get this clear " it was not your fault". It was me. I don't feel that i am in the mood of studying rite now.. Till here then. GOOD-BYE gorgeous people. =p

When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright?
Will you say ok?
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away?
Please Say Ok.

Ouh...it is raining... therefore no plans for today, which also means i have to stay at home and study for the next two paper. Somebody have to help me with my literature... I had no idea of all the story because i have been away for all the literature lesson... gosh! Physic...i gonna back up to support my paper 1 which i didnt study at all.. SO today and tomorrow...i will be studying. Hehe. For some time, i wanna become a nerd. Nerd..that is something interesting...Arghh!!!..im killing myself..

Buhbye.!!! wish me luck yokay!! :))))))

"The last song"

This may be the last thing that I write for long

Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song, for you and only you

As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye

As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye

My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now

You wanted the best, it wasn't me, will you give it back

Now I'll take the lead, when there's no more room to make it grow

I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive, is this what you want

Is this what you need, how you end up let me know.

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,

My mind is just a crutch and I still hope,

that you will miss me whenI'm gone

This is the last song

The hearts start breaking as the year is gone

The dream's beginning and the time rolls on

It seems so surreal, now I sing it.

Somehow I knew that it would be this way,

Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade.

Now I am gone, just try and stop me now.

You wanted the best, it wasn't me, will you give it back

Now I'll take the lead,

when there's no more room to make it grow

I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive,

is this what you want

Is this what you need, how you end up let me know.

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,

My mind is just a crutch and I still hope,

that you will miss me whenI'm gone

This is the last song

And will you need me now, you'll find a way somehow

You want it too, I want it too.

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,

My mind is just a crutch and I still hope,

that you will miss me whenI'm gone

This is the last song

Hey guys....I'm here again to update. Yeah because tomorrow is weekend..I have time to update and not mugged up. Hehe. Okay, so yesterday i had social studies and geography exam in the same day. Such a stupid paper! Could not remember anything because it was a last minute study. Yeah ,as i had said, i am a mugger. But it was an OK-OK paper. 3/4 of it, i managed to do it and i hope i pass. Today, i had mathematics paper 1 and science paper 1(physic and chemistry). Maths paper i was fine with it. Honestly, i think it was easy- but better not to comment about it cuz it will turn out the opposite way. Science paper.. more worst because i haven't studied at all. Why? Because the previous day, i watch American idol and some great movie in my HBO... and in the end, i didn't have the time and the initiative to study at all. hahaha.
I just cant wait for the exams to be over... just another 2 day and 4 paper.. and it is the end...I'm longing for that day. hahahaha.
Oh-ya,,, the day would be on 29 of may cuz 28 may is my mt olvl. SHit...i forgot about mock exams....hmm...seems that there would be no rest days for me except for after 29 may.. How terrible... heck care la... =p
More updates soon.... =p

I dreamt that you are my hero,
Protecting me everywhere i go.....
You brighten my day by hook and by crook,
And make me smile like that was no tomorrow....

Okay...SO yesterday, i didn't get to update cuz my mum wanted to check her mail...which was soooo many...n she got a class reunion.. HOw great hah!... That's a good thing of having an email..
Okay. Friday went to school as usual.. n LOts of crazy stuffs had happened. I dont no Wat has got into me...BUt i was reallllyyyy crazy....N sakinah was addicted by me too. So... during every lesson we were playing with our hps... write some poems and started to make nice...n super nice songs... IT was fun. Then during maths...,, we did nt pay attention in class but we pay attention to my mp3 songs...n started to sing along with it... I knew my 2 friends in front of us were like keep on turning back with a "are you crazy" type of impression... YA,,its true we are crazy... Then... we had our SS remedial which was from 2-4. GOsh, it was damn sleeping. Then we had physic,,, Physic was alwaes fun cuz of the super fun Teacher....hahha
SO today... went Mac and have breakfast, then went causeway to buy my bro hp... then go home n do our cleaning chores..Ya, its our everyday routine. hahahha
TAtas

(Stolen)
We watch the season pull up its own stage
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have be replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grant farewells
Crash the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed,
too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around in the highest heels
You are the best one, of the best ones
We all look like we feel

You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

This is the second post of the day and the second post in the month...hahha. So yeah, today, labour day, my family and i watched the movie SPIDERMAN 3. Practically, the movie is the best ever.... It was so great.. i could feel the tense in me watching it. The movie has everything... romance, understanding, trust, everything in a relationships whether it is a buddy relationship or bf/gf relationships. Honestly, i cried at the resolution part of the movie... It was so touching. Oh-ya, my mum cried too. I bet half of the ppl watching it will cry too... I gonna, have to buy the dvd....hahaha. I would rate it arnd 4/5. It was sooo great. YOu guys shld watch it..... NO offence..



I wish you were there...
when i am lonely....
I wish you were there...
When i am sad...
I wish you were there...
To make me feel better...
I wish you were there...
TO whisper words into my ear...
The words i long to hear...
The words
"I miss you"
"I want you"
"I need you"
"I will be there for you"
n the most important...
the word
"I love you"

:))
Catch you all later aft my exams.. n Mt Olvls.

Hello guys. Happy May day everybody. A day which where majority of the workers as well as students get theirs break from school n work. So yeah, thats why im here, updating. So yesterday, my friends which includes sakinah, amalina, khairul and my godbrother, joseph, went to NUS to watch a play, which is free n cost $62. So its a great chance to catch something costly at a free price....HAha. Dats me!! :) Okay, nvm..haha.
We went there by bus. Me, sakinah n amalina did make a lot of noise at the back of the bus. IT was sooo embarrassing.... hahaha. BUt it was fun to laugh, take pictures.... yeah, everything .THe play was sooo touching yet inspiring. HOnestly, if i was a bit more emotional, i would cry along too. hahaha. SO the play ended late, arnd 10.30... and we decided to walk cuz for sure the bus would be crowded with passengers from the play. So...we walk, finding our way out from the big NUS. The boys cracked the silence and started to make jokes..saying..."eh you got compass or not? I dont noe how to get out of this huge building la..." and more.... Yup, the jokes are lame but its worth it though..cuz the place is dark n so eerie. Really!! Then, something happened back there, which i tink is best not to tell about it... N thanx guys for ur concern. I just wished you n god will alwaes be there for me..you noe. My hero werent there with me... :)
OH-ya...we took some photos aft the play...


Sakinah took tis... I wasnt ready for it but thanx sakinah.
:)))
OH...thanx khairul for the hat...


Reflection vs refraction..hmm.
(lina, sakinah, me)


"hey no taking of pics okay...
i dont want to give you my sexy back..."
hahahaha
Ohh... i didnt noe..there is paparazzi...
THe two boys are in front... they are useless bodyguards... hahaha
JUST kidding...
:))))