30.6.07

When boredom strikes, i would camwhore.



Hello dudes. So today, i watched transformers with my family at cathay. Actually, i should watch it with my friends.. but because my family was so excited after watching the preview.. i insisted to go with them instead...(its free,my dad is paying for it..wink**, heheheh.).
& honestly, transformers caught my attention. From start to the end...all were actions. pretty COOL. Not like some slow movie....which makes me go to sleep aft eating popcorns...seriously. DONT LAUGH. Watching slow movies(that consist of more talking than something interesting) with cold environment like that...for sure, i would go to sleep.
Even my mom realized it when we watch ghost rider,,,apart from the actions which makes me AWAKE. Then we search for kain for our hari raya clothes... This year raya...our family would be hot like chili padi...its RED babe!! Last year was angels, white. This year would be devil... hahaha. Nonsense! Who believes this,is a dopehead!

Monday..its HOLIDAY! Youth day! Any plans?
lalalalalala.
Im in hyper mood today.
eh, wat happen to my tagboard. graveyard silence.
Ah, my friends are lazy.
Am i right?
I noe& you noe it too.

29.6.07

Today, i will post photos of the past events & today's too.
June babies birddae party at tiong bahru condo.
19 june 2007
: a really memorable event!




Today's photos
29 june 2007



Hello. finally its weekend.. i could rest now as the hmwks were done during Geo & amaths lesson, where time was spent on doing schwork(i shl nt call it hmwk animore coz i dont do at home. hehehe) & the rest of the time was wasted on sleeping...sleeping..sleeping...drooling..drooling & mp3 & talking nonsence making sarcastic nonsense.. As usual, i would CABUT cca. Even my juniors are now complaining about their ccas..." its tiring" but for my case, its boring and its wasting my time. Instead, i shld go home n do something more productive." Dont you think? NVM.
SO, ironically, my date with mira was cancelled & i went out with ashraf instead, to the national lib to accompany him n of coz, to hang out with him plus his stupid jokes& smile...which makes the day a very fucking funny day. the end.
Bye bye.


DO you know wat it feels like to love someone from far?

27.6.07

When ur gone- avril lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok

I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for eachother
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah yeah
all I ever wanted was for you
To know everything I do i give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me Yea...

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

I miss you.

Im so sorry...coz i couldnt find the time to update. Im busy with projects&hmwks&tests piled up since day 1 frm sch reopen.. Timetable sucks,indeed. I have to endure listening to maths teacher teachings for 4periods on tmr& fri.., A.maths for 3periods on tmr&fri, Literature for 3periods tmr.. Wow! lots of endurance qualities...Till here then. I will post soon once i find the perfect time..& good luck for those chinese olvl's students who is taking oral exams tmr... Well, mine is next thurs. Time is fast indeed.GOODBYE.

Im giving him the taste of his own medicine.
Hmm, BIG PHRASE.

25.6.07

The ataris- my reply.

I wish there was something I could say
To erase each and every page you've been through
Even though it's not my place to save you
I appreciate but can't accept
This thank-you note that's sealed with your last breath
And I won't stand aside and listen to you give up

If you just hold on for one more second
Just hold on to what you have
If you just hold on, just hold on
If you just hold on for one more second
Just hold on to what you have
If you just hold on, just hold on
You will wake up tomorrow


Hold on to it okay!
You will be blessed!
:)))

Today was a slack. Morning lectures in hall about olvls etc, change in timetable, less peer pressure, too many time wasted, too tired....bla bla bla.
All of this was a
slack but great info..
Lessons was wasted coz its the first of sch. so NO BOOKS...just ourselves.
:))
The greatest part was meeting friends again! & every week theres only 1 day of late dismissal..which is until 4p.m, not like the past...almost everyday until 5-6p.m.
The NOT so exciting part was first-day of sch, we oready have assignments to do.
So walaaaa! Study hard okay!

24.6.07

Oh-my, school starts tmr. SUCKS BIG TIME YA!!
But, on top of that, im soo soo...(seriously) soo excited to see my friends.
Even though we met during the hols, i still miss them..
THEY ROCKS MY WORLD LA.
which means sch is not that boring when they are around.
I hope new topics wont make me bored...I don't wanna slack tis time.
N maths teacher wont go bla bla bla. N Social Studies, long long essay& lectures.
Cut them out la. Like someone said, "talk less ,learn more"
But i still feel like tmr was just another wasted, slacking day.
HAha. we see.
Goodbye

N pls..tag something even though its crap you wanna talk about...i dont mind.
Rather than see-ing a "graveyard" tagboard.
4/3 students would noe bout this gossip.
You be bless!
:)))

23.6.07


Okay, this was on the 18th june. & i went out with amira to bugis. Yes, its our all time favourite place to shop and bargain... Amira bought a new pair of straighted-cut tight jeans at just $20. We could ask for less but wth, since its singapore great sale...we couldn't ask for less. For me, i bought a set of shirt and a vest for $30. Ironically, the shirt cost $16 in actual and the vest cost $29.90 in actual. SO..the best part was i bought it at half price...cool huh. Its my lucky day i should say. Hahaha. Took many pics with amira but couldn't post it...while this two lucky pic was save on photobucket itself. Damn, i should have save the rest in it too.. Haish.

I not counting down the days of reopening sch... haish. Why was it soo fast?
I not done with hols yet.. Wtf! Oh, one of the days, i sms shah..uhm just trying to korek his rahsia. Hahaha. Im not being kepo, its being concern. Its good that i heard you had moved on. It was something nice to hear for my ears. It good right? & yes, busy wif work huh. Don't worry.. i wont exposed ur identity.. Work hard okay. Earn more money, be popular.. God, i nvr seen you for like ages??...

For today, i was supposed to go swimming AGAIN wif amira. OH my..Its the forth time I'm going swimming.. Hahaha. But luckily, that trip was cancel suddenly. Its cool. Coz, i kinda short of money right now... so perfect situation. hahaha. I being mean. NVM. I gonna watch some korean movie today. Hope i pick up some new words to learn... & sakinah, too beautiful too lie was a great movie. Its awesome. "You can lie to protect urself, but you cannot lie with love coz you are just cheating ur ownself".
This was not in the movie, i just made it myself...the point of this movie was this, i think?.
hahaha. Okay, till here.
Goodbye.
Hello!
I'm back n speechless. what to do??N its late.
My uncle came to reprogram my comp. so yeah, F-I-N-A-L-L-Y, my comp is BACK!
Bang goes that boredom! YES! N it took some time for me n bro to download this n there.

Friendster pissed me off. For like 2-3days I'm away from tis comp, friendster caught me up and it takes 1hr for me to settle it..
Friend request n late comments...bla bla bla.....
SO, now F-i-n-a-l-l-y... i can update my blog...
Oh, where should i start?
Long weeks...too many events... hmm
Memorable events was on the 19th of June.(I'm sorry i couldn't get the photos now, but i will post it some other day).
Had fun there obviously. For those who did not go...awww... too bad. Its a nice place...nice weather....nice ppl....nice pool...n not to forget, NICE FOOD!
yay! Okay, im getting excited for no reason... :))
It a worth it event even though we were pissed off with some parts...but Its FUN!

21th June
Met the monkey..even though his poly had started n holidays is soo over for him...he still wanted to meet me..huhu. AWWWWW,, study hard okay! Made up... had fun with him. What to do...if not, he will nag at me..(worst than my mother). Joking!!! He has taught me a lot about life. I need to reconsider my thoughts about god-noes-who.. haish..what a mysterious gal. Am i? nah.
:)))

Well...the rest of the days was wasted sitting at home sweet home.. Did some of my favourite stuffs like stealing my mom's cooking recipe to cook for myself... haha. Watch movies... Play games with annoying bros...who will disturb me if i did not play with them... N even now, monkey is not sleeping accompany me.. yes.It is sweet to have someone accompany you late at night... you feel at ease. Its the truth.
T-H-A-N-K Y-O-U. I was expecting god-noes-who..who will do that for me. but wth....

Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

17.6.07

Yes! Miraculously my comp is okay today. Well..practically, i was busy this whole week. Today, i will ONLY post pictures...n you guys, have fun looking at it. hahaha.

You do the TALKING, i do the WORK.
okay.

Me & my bro

The nerds! Hahaha. YUcks!! I noe.

I noe, somehow, this looked scary. haha.


How to save a life- the fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

[Chorus]
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

[Verse 2]
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to god he hears you and

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came

[Chorus]

How to save a life
How to save a life

[Chorus]

How to save a life
How to save a life

14.6.07

Okay, tis is for REAL.
My comp is sick!
SO, this means i might not do blogging nowdays.
But i will be okay with friendster.
So leave me a comment in my friendster or tag in my blog,
if you miss me, alrite.

:)))
I be back!

13.6.07

Finally! Wat a relief!
Okay, so here are some photos of my buddies in town on monday!
We had fun!!


Okay, 2 pictures is enough right.
Theres more but i think, i only want to post two pictures.
Oh shit, im soo not in the mood right now.

SORRY TO MONKEY.
Its me who was at fault.
Sorry... tell me wat should i do?
I take back my words. Okay.


Collide- howey day
[chorus]
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

11.6.07

Uh, im bored!!
Are you???

For once, i wanted to do this.
I gotta be emo/sentimental abit.
DUH!
Its poem-ing time.
OKay..kids.
So, here it goes!

He's the most handsome kid in the world. Its so strange that he keeps appearing in my mind goin round & round everyday. Everyday, when i closed my eyes, i always saw him. Only up till the morning, the image will disappear. N that was when i stop thinking of him and start a new day fresh. But deep inside i knew i wanted him more than i need myself. Even if a typhoon turns a garden to ruins, its him who shakes my dream.
" Its him who kept my dreams and life alive, raging like a hot flame non-stop! "

Ok, now its over. YOu can breathe in now. :)))) hahas tmr i gonna post on today plus i will upload some pics!
Okay. Luckily, my comp is able to work again tis morning.
THANX COMP!! YIPEE! OKAY.

MON:
Did i go to sch? ya. I think i did n i think its the most boring sch days iever had. But thanx to those who did sms-ing with me. They made my day not that WORST after all.. A big thank you to syaf, joseph n ashraf, the wondreful monkey i ever knew.hahas.
Nothing much basically. Did some experiment of circuits with eli. Circuit eh?
N i cabut for Amaths. OH, this part i remembered the most! I not being rebel, just boring. hahaha. Then went home...bla bla bla. Couldnt remember.

TUES:
AS usual. I went to sch. What lesson did we have uh? Sorry, i couldnt remember much unless its a great n memorable incident or the opposite of it..hahas.
Get the drift? NVM. So, aft sch, went out with joseph, khai n xue ting(did i spelled it correctly?) hahas. Well, its a great chance to go coz joseph wanted to treat me without no reason...so wth, GO LA! It was very fun to hang-out with them. All of their jokes are LAME but without it its going to be boring. I noe ,you knew it too.
Well, we ate at pizza. Its very nice indeed. N i was the last person to finish my food. It was very tiring and im oready fulled yet bloated... Luckily, xue ting is there to be the 2nd last to finish...she my accompany. hahahas. Two tumbs up for these treating. I love you all!
:)))

WED:
Ehm, went to school as usual. Wednesday gonna be the last day i am able to attend sch holidays lesson cuz i going chalet to celebrate my daddy's birthday.Its 3 days two night for free!
Great huh! All for free. Should i give downtown east manager a hug or wat? hahas. OK, out of the box. SO first day, we had barbecue. walk there, walk here. Watch rented dvds. GO downtown east swimming pool. Swam frm 3-6pm. Yup, tiring but its a blasting event. HAD FUN! OH-ya, got 4 emo dudes went to my chalet room n asked my dad from where did the games come from. SO my dad answered ,it was frm our home of cuz...Then they kinda like wanna play with my bros n cuz....N i have to admit...they looked sooo HOT!!!
EMOs guys are damn sexy. I just love it sia. A glimpse of them made me think- are they models? LOve their messy, long hair. Arghhh. SEXY. SEXY! Temptation in my heart.....

THURS:
Swam in wild wild wet for hours. N this was when i got sunburned for 7hrs of swimming. HAhahas. N thanx sakinah for ur wonderful compliment in ur sms. Im sure he wont like it la. Actually, my suntanned was not that bad. Tak cam bangla, okay! hahas. Aft swimming again, went back to chalet n watch follow law. NICe MOVIE!. Ya, all soo nice. Eat Maggi cup....bla bla bla.

FRI:
Check out time at 12.30. soo wake up around 11am. Again watch rented dvds and play games and of coz, packed. N within hours, said goodbye to the chalets life!
CHALET LIFE WAS AWESOME!!!!
:)))

SAT:
Where i go uh? Guess, its really not eventful coz i couldnt remember it.
:))

SUN:
Went johor to my aunt new johor house and celebrate my Cutie adik sedara birthday. They going to moved out from sg house to johor house next year...
YUp, Their house damn big. n damn nice! SUperb!
HAd fun....eat eat eat there. laugh laugh laugh there . joke joke joke there .hahaha.
:)))

THATS ALL FOLKS! SORY FOR THE LONG POST!.

10.6.07

Action speaks louder than words.
Go figure out what my feelings were in each picture.
:)))



Finally, it took some time for me to wait for my comp to miraculously able to work again. HAix. What a day. Its a tolerance thingy okay. Without that, im sure you will be doing other things after waiting for like 1hr for the stupid shit...what else?...comp.
OKay. This post is kinda like a gentle reminder that i may not able to online. Neither will i be friendster-ing nor blogging. Ayte?

Once my comp is back to one good piece again, I will Surely and definetely post.
hahas. Maybe..maybe tis weekdays i will post on my breakdown of events i had this week...Its a memorable events. wooo.

Even now, friendster-ing took like 1hr to get things done. Thanx to those who added me and those who asked for comments or gave me comments.

I missed you like hell...
Baby hunnie where have you gone missing?
I need you soo badly right now.
I hate fighting with you n i noe you hate it too.
Come back..hurry!
:))


4.6.07

Songs i highly recommended for my friends to hear!

1. Through glass - stone sour!



2. Maria - 200 pounds beauty soundtrack! N the movie ROCKS!!
(highly recommended to watch the movie too!)



3. Stars - 200 pounds beauty soundtrack!



4. How you reminds me - nickelback!



N of cuz more!
Yup...MOst of my songs are from alternative rock!
They are just super good!!!
Alternative rock songs made me think about him.
I love him super dooper goody...wth. Cant explain much.
hahaha
:)))
post to ya soon.



3.6.07

This is how i looked like without make-up and without tieing my hair!
I looked so pale.
:)
Okay...before that...pls ignored my last post about "2 days after my dad's birthday is afiqah's birthday". I got the wrong infomation! Afiqah...tkper la...ko celebrate lagi birthday ko bulan june. hahaha. Buat malu btol!
Okay, so today..we had fun at jurong swimming complex. A total blast! Me, mira, sakinah, Huda, sahidah and aidil swam from 2p.m to arnd 6p.m . Yup, its damn hot and super crowded. N there were many perverts there. Really! Some tried to take pictures. Most of it was trying to touch or accidently touch ur sensitive parts.. Well...you can imagined how it looks like. N in a minute after that incident, we started to look out for suspects. Yeah, we became spys! Haha. N that was when we all started to become crazzzy dudes with sexy swimming costumes. hahaha. It was a total fun day... Then after swimming...we ate KFC. N then we went home.
Thats all folks!

2.6.07

Is this too much?
Love is so unplanned, it happens anytime that even you yourself couldnt explain it right.

When you gone, im lost.

Okay...yeah, Im lost of words. I going out in any minute. And i dont noe where we heading to...hahas. My mum wont tell me. Today, time was spent helping out at my mom's work place. Its not productive at all! As time past, im getting bored...super bored. Arghh!!! Cant wait for my father's birthday.. and 2 day after it would be Afiqah's birthday. hahaha. June babies.... :)
I missed doing something stupid.....gincus. Orang yg tertentu je tau ape maknanye. huhuhu. Goodbye. Im gonna have a great time babe!

1.6.07

Ehm,,,i missed school today. I overslept ,and i thought SS remedial is for selected peoples only but it was not, it was for everyone. Soo...in conclusion, i don't noe anything...hahas. Well yesterday, was out of Singapore from morning to night...really tired and pissed but after watching pirates of the Carribean, i was back to one good piece again. Hmm....honestly, pirates of the Carribean at world ends is not that good compared to pirates of the Carribean the dead man chest. I prefered part 2&1 better. Huhuhu. But its a good movie though. Now, i looked forward to watch shrek the third and OF COZ, harry potter!! Damn im soo bored right now. I may not be posting for some time coz...Its holiday and i would rarely be at home. I'm out somewhere in singapore...doing some of my stupid business...yokay... :)

Oh-ya...I like this part! Hear it! We noe jack is coming!
Hearing this made me wanna watch the movie AGAIN.




Sometimes I wish that I was an angel
A fallen angel who visits your dreams
And in those dreams
I'd blow you a message that says
You really want me