Im moving on. I could not believe i fall for you. I must be crazy that time. Yeah, im must be really crazy! Gosh!!

How about a round of applause...
For making me foolishly falling for you.
But you put on quite a show.
Really had me going.
That was quite a show.
Very entertaining.
Go on and take a bow.
Its over now, and i wont fall for you the second time.

*Though we are all not perfect, but to my eyes you're are close to perfect.*
You will always be in my praying list :DDD
And sorry if i ignore you, it means nothing. Just take it as if im busy. Sorry.

I fallen in love with this song. Rihanna you the bomb yaw! :DDD

Take a bow
How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on

(Chorus]
And don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

And if I want for the bad lies goes to you
For make it me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
And here you speech out
How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

But it's over now

OK seriously, Im became soooo super ubber emo on the last post. Masyallah, tk boleh angkat. So not me la seyh. Andand, i dont know sham read ppl's blogs...super gay uh i tell you. Still, he can call me and said "Fadz, kau ade relationship eh?!? Asal aku tak tau ni??!" Ahahaha, joker btol la ni bdk. Aku nk jumper kau blh? Rindu aku, thenthen u can belanja me ben&jerry's ice cream like last time :D (Eventually, I know he is reading this. Kankankan * i saw you smiling with fadz-taktau-malunye-muke face* :D)

As per normal, the reason behind my previous post is bcoz i had a fight AGAIN with amir. Pasal kau aku jadik stress tak tentu pasal. Fcuk, i always hates emo. *Though it is a joke, its hurts badly amir* And pls, i cant leave you bcoz i cherish and appreciate you but i dont know bout you though, mcm talam dua muke. (No offence!) Biler boring cari fadz, biler tk boring tk lyn langsung, eh?

Ok, im going out and its raining punyer la berat today. Heee :D

Tc loves!

Go on boy, im sick of all this. Maybe just maybe im going insane falling in love with you. Its sad to know that i wont have you but it is even sadder to realized the fact that i cant have you. I still cant believe i would want to talk to you for like, only god knows how many times though my head keeps on repeating inside not to. "Be strong fadz, be strong..." and i failed that mission for like only-god-knows how many times. And i know deep down inside, my easy jealousy is showing off again and that will explain why i've been so mind freak towards you; Contradicting myself and assuming negative things which you would do behind my back. Im going insane, i swear and i know i have to stop for godsake. Now, i hope i'll be able to make the great escape bcoz i fear of getting hurt again and not accepting the fact that i cant have you. "I dont knoe how to be fine when im not bcoz i dont know how to make the feelings stop. Just so you know this feeling's taking control of me and i cant help it. Thought you should know I tried my best to let go of you but I don't want to. I just gotta say it all before i go....Just so you know "

Go on boy
Trust me ill be fine
Trust me ill be okay
Insyallah.

There is more...bleh. -no time-

Holidays is about to over in 8hours time.

OHMYGAY! I cant believe i just said "OVER".

Amaths hmwk not completed yet and i dont fcuking care abt it bcoz i dont understand.

Physic luckily, phew!

Tis yr march hols, i've been busy with stuffs. Yeah stuffs. My outside friends thought that im attch. Like wth, nk kena bomb uh. Abeh that arsehole, amad judge me as if im a pros due to my always late night outing (Kau diam klau tk tau cerita!). Like duh, im busy with sch friends, projects, pasar mlm etc :D I know the fact that you guys are jealous kn...the only outing i had with you guys is just 1day. I know, i know. I promised there will be more days with you guys somehow, yokay? (:

I swear literature project sucks big time. Theres always problems time to time. Mcm fcuk uh! First my video cam, abeh the edit, abeh curfews etc etc etc. N i bet this year hols, i tend to see sch best friends more :D

N i have to thanx ardy for standing up for me when amad said the negative ones to me. Thank you!

Ok, now im off to nina's house, for the project AGAIN! :D

Breathless

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

-Chorus-

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

Chorus x2

Holidays~!

Holidays! Holidays! Holidays! Yipeee~! Nah, not soo much of the party party party kinda sense....i still got schools though. Thank god i only have to attend the motivational course on tues, and Amaths and chemistry lesson on wed. The rest of the holidays was meant for my revision day with brother. Insyallah.

Adik said something totally-not-right today. Ahaha~! :D

We were busy watching the all time fav-but-the-lamest cartoons ever, spongebob squarepants and there was a part where patrick star, that gundu said this -"Knowledge can never replace friendship. I'd rather be an idiot". Moreover, me and my adiks got our report slip today...nnt satu2 kena soal dengan boosss besar kat rumah, mcm biasa :)

Adik: Yeah, tell mak and ayah. I rather be an idiot mcm patrick star. Ayah selalu ckp use ur imagination mcm spongebob, abeh they can use their imagination per. Just berangan larr yg dayat ni budak pandai, budak ASS(he pronouned As as ASS.) mcm kakak. Confirm ayah and mak happy kan?? Sekali skala okay per. *senyum selebar-lebarnyeee*

Me: *roll eyes* PSLE nk berangan? Nak dapat As for 1 subject pun susah. Haiyoh. In ur dreams la dayat...perrrda.

Okay back to topic. As you all know, i got my report slip today. Overall, i was not really satisfied by it larr. I flunk my Emaths to B4 but i met my goal to strive back my Amaths to A2. As usual, i still cant push up my languages grades, english was still bleh but literature, gladly, i have improved. I hope i sustain my grades for comb. Human and Comb. Sci. Now, i have to boost up my Emaths grade back again, english ohh please...and literature too.

My Adik nye result lagik dropdeadgorgeous luhhh. All fail but sci. "GoGoGo, budak kental in training! Aiyo!"- me and my second bro said this trying to piss him off. And yet, he can still say that "this is just the beginning".

And now, 7 march 2008 marked my first day of march holidays. Aku nak movie mania dengan kawan luarku. Okay happy hols loves~!

One advise for izz-

Stick with her even though its your rough day. If you love her, everything is gonna be fine. Dont give up. Love between you and ur girl is there for a reason and if, you guys broke up, its just meant that she not meant for you.

(P.s: I dont wish to see you repeating the same mistakes you did to me,

and if you're wondering why am i being soo kind towards you, it just means nothing.)

Okay, this was meant for sakinah. She requested for it since last 2 weeks? Idk.

Read my lips - * The act of friendship is to be there always*.

Today was uber boring. I was absent from sch today. Yeah, malas mcm biasa but in the middle of the day, i fall sick again.. Haish, aper nk jadi kau fadz! Haiyoh.. Prehaps...It was dead boring. Hp gone case....aku miss amir nk rak. No msg, no 1-5sec miss calls and no calls at all. Ayim pun gone case, never heard of him since like last 2-3 weeks? Maner lahh kau pegy, matrempit tk menjadi. Ohmygay, i just realized i misses a lot of ppl this week after re-reading my post. Shooots! I shld stop here. Goodnite loves! :D

Izz minta kena tendang uh. Worst, langgar dgn lorry pun jadi luhh...

Kalau kau nk step baik depan aku tak jalan sial. Which part of over you didnt understand??!

Mentang2, dia tgh ada crisis dgn matair dia. Running away from problems wont solve anything bodoh and jangan selitkan aku dalam problems kau, please.

Everything's alright when you are right here by my side

-Ahmad skateboard and sexy long jeans-

Okay....second post of the day. Yipee! Boredom strikes again. I got no mood to study and all bcoz theres too many things in my head which i need to get clear out first. Nevertheless, i trying to do some quotes to fill up the time. N yeah, terima kasih eh korang esp saddam bin hussein, hazim bin superman and ubai bin updillah for nominating my name masok events korang 10x200 yg kental tuuh. I reallyreally hope that theres replacement for tmr if i, turns out to be the one not running, yokay? :D

Okay...here goes the quotes. Just do it says nike, yadda yadda yadda! (:

1. It sounds so cliche,

but I just can't believe,

you'd walk away and never look back.

2. She meant it when she said it hurt.

She meant it when she said she was done.

She meant it when she said that it was the last time you'd break her heart,

and she meant it when she walked out the door, for good.

(yes, it is for me.)

3. Don't make the mistake of taking advantage of me again.
Because this time, I'm stronger and there's more to me than you

Okay...dats it. I cant crack my brain anymore. Bwhahahaha! :D
Tc loves! :D

Do i still get the best of you if i give you my all?

Malas nk edit punyer pasal, chunk together ppun jadik laaa kan :D

I edit the pics one by one if i have the time. Yokay!

Bcoz my kental photoshop under construction larrr. Boohuu.

OhMyGay! I wanna ride this ferris wheel. Biler mau siap deh! (:

I miss fadzly larr!!!! Argghh!!... Fadzly- that guy who calls me bimbo. That guy who i always share probs with. That guy who would laugh and cry with me at the same time. That guy who is my fighting patner. That guy who taught me to be strong towards useless guys and never to fall in love with super incredible sweettalker, Bleh! That guy who is willing to accompany me just for 5mins and then got abandoned. That guy who is my ultimate best friend and a bro too. That guy who would say the lamest and the most digusting things to me. That guy who is veryvery open towards sex, masyaallah tk blh tahan.

Honestly, i did fall(past tense!) in love with him the minute our friendship grew but at that time i was attached with my horny ex bf ardy. Now, i pity myself for letting him go and i pity myself for not giving him the chance to love me. Haiyoh! Im feeling regretted already and i wish he will come back. Boohuu. But now, hes gone after i rejected him for not opening my heart to him.

Im know hes hurt. I can tell. He deleted his friendster, neither was he in my msn contact list. And he dont call me too. Sedih oi! Even i miss the arguements we had. Alalalalala.......maner kau?!?! kk, I shld stop before ill be in tears. Okay loves!

I miss you, more than you know.
You have a life of your own now, a life without the usual us.
I don't. I'm stuck in the past, reliving the memories that used to be ours.

I miss this ayam muker taik face. Webcam with him made me go laugh like hell. Muker sememek dia yg tk boleh angkat always had me say "stoppit siak with ur face! ". I down with flu and stuffs now. Like shits ahh and theres SS sbq test lagik tmr. Haiyoh! I chat with gundu head for Amaths sos. And there boom, syaf online. Shes got the wrong qns - POWER LA BABY! AHAHA! She attempted the right qns now but sadly, she cant do it too. Booohuuu. Okla...till here then. P.s - photo taking tmr. YAY! No pouting eyy, rockers style now. Chitty chitty bang bang! :D

F-U-N!

- Lollipop! -

Yesterday movie mania with gfs was super the gerek! Masok bilik yg sangat sejuk itu, semua dah kecoh kebabai. Sangat the F-U-N. Amalina and me, the brave ones (ceycey!) suggested that we watched the movie "The Porltergiest" with lights off. Sakinah, Syaf and Eli wanted the otherwise instead. Eventually, we watched it with lights off so that the movie would temperamentally give us more tension and suspense mood, and that we will understand the movie in a much deeper and emotional way. Ceybah! Berat to the max! Tak boleh angkat oi! They thought the movie was a horror movie but no, its not. Like i said, it was a boring and not even close to a horror movie. After a 2-3hours movie, we sit at the dining tables and have a brainstorming session for just 10mins, in fact less than that, and have a bite of delicious foodss. Kakakaka! We talked and talked, ketawa pei rabak sampai minum air pun terbuang balik. Huahuahua! Thats basically it la. More of fun than doing lit work actually.

Okay dah....Im sick of my lappy internet connection prob. Goodbye loves!