-Muker busuk without make up-

I MISS MY B!
LEEZ I WANT TO MEET YOU!
I WANT TO TALK, LAUGH, CRY, EAT, SLEEP, JOKE, SIT, PLAY, SING, SMILE AND FIGHT WITH YOU LIKE WE USED TO!
ARGGHHH! :(
I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU!

Bcoz u know me better than anyone. Bcoz you always there for me even in ur toughest days. Bcoz you are always my big brother who stand by me and give me courage to move on. Bcoz i always need you. Bcoz i will not stop crying if you not there. Bcoz he says im happy if u're happy. Bcoz you're still here for me even though i bring you down at times. - theres a lot of reason why i appreciate and misses you so much, you know me better so you shld know aite :)

Pictures taken on 29/05/08 posted for memories. Sorry for the bad photo quality. We forgot to bring our digital camera along because it was a sort of last minute meet up and many friends didnt make it. Bleh, should go out again as a grp next time aite? :D *the good quality pictures mostly came from my camera :DD - must thank me taw! AHAHAHAHAHA!*

Thank you for the great day girlfriends! Even though we fight during the daylight but we still put it through, thanx to me and sakinah for acting muker slenge nk mampos trying our upmost best to avoid fighting. Sayang you all many2! :DD

Quote of the day: "Sometimes you need to run to see who will run after you. But is this love?"

Tmr - Both Sakinah's and my brother's, shafie birthday.

Friends and me might be heading Marina bay and slack since birthday girl wants to have a view of the ferris wheel. Whoaaa..shiokkk! Will upload photos if we remember to take pictures of ourself aite. AHAHAHA!

Im too tired too blog and i have not eaten since 10am. Till here then, goodbye!

H-A-P-P-Y B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y TO SAKINAH AND MY BROTHER!!

Quote of the day: "You'll always be a part of me. I'm a part of you indefinitely. Don't you know you can't escape me? Cuz you'll always be my baby "

Muker shock and blur abes! Haish. Haha

Yesterday the moment i step home sweet home, i was YELLED by mom. WHOA....seriously, kena yelled macam pipe nk bocor. Your home surround system pun kalah siot! And i didnt meant to yell at her back but i was SHOCK la seyh! Pernah nmpk muker baa alip baa yer terperanjat..ahh mcm gituk larh(kk, mcm faham). I know mom was dissapointed with me when she said "sakit dada aku dengan ini pompuan" and i dont think shes gonna talk to me. Then dad came to the picture and rescued.

Then 20mins later, i was lectured by daddy. WHOAAAA! And i msged mom that im sorry...with kate-kate indah. Ceyybah! :D

Today schhool, I miss friends truck loads. Woooo. HappyHappy. Then dapat suprise fromm eli, a very suprise thingy indeed. I knew it all along...HAISH! Pelan-pelan kayuh larh gfriends! People killin', people dyin'. Children hurt and you hear them cryin'. Can you practice what you preach. And would you turn the other cheek. Father, Father, Father help us. Send us some guidance from above. 'Cause people got me, got me questionin'. Where is the love. Where is the love! Where is the love!

Till here then. Have a great day! :D

P.S - I MISS MY B! Take me away leez! You know i wanted it soo much. [leez claim B is for bestie :D ]

Quote of the day: "It takes 2 hearts to fall in love".

*Amy's happy-fuck face*(old picha)

See that guy? Whooaa, great company ever. He soo hyper, he made me happy macam 2yr old toddler. Seriously. Aku miss ni happy fuck face bdk! And today a very slacking day. Yet tired bcoz pagi2 buta dah kat kuar and came back home mlm. So jyeah.

Its fascinating to see 2 friends of mine giving each other bulletins, quarrel at times but still sygsyg each other. They are simply concern and caring with each other business even though they are ex. Come on la, being ex doesnt stop someone from caring and being concern for each other bcoz u're not his or hers animore. Be more open minded la...(okay, not toooo open).

So girls who are attch and ur bf are somehow being concern abt his ex, jgn pikir dalam dalam kay. Deep down inside, you still someone he want to be with the most and yet, love the most.

And to ardy, What sups with ur nick sia?

Schdule are out and i ssooooo uber stress up. Baru nak ber-holiday. Aiyah! Otta my head!

Great and cute bulletins by jul the jello and khat. Love you guys :D

1.) What's his/her full name?
' Siti gajah. tak! Its siti khadijah. HEH!

2) Does he or she have a bf/gf?
` Erm no. but miang ah jgk, u diam ah!

3) Do you know a secret about him/her?
` so call yea..

4) How old is the person?
` cuming 19 .

5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
` ni minah tataw masak siot! mati ah lau kawen nanti.

6) Is this person older than you?
` nah. maseh kanak2. CEH!

8) When was the last time you thought
about him/her?
` now la duh! cos im talking bout her.

9) Are you related to this person?
` actually, kinda related..

10) Are you really close to him/her?
` close, yea!

11) Do you have a nickname for each
other?
` yeah.

13)How many times do you talk to this
person in a week?
` 7 times? which make it everyday?
hahah!

14) Do you think she/he will repost
this?
` she reposted it alr la bongok!

15) Could you live with this
person?
` yes.

16) Why is this person number 1 in your
list?
` my problem ah.heh! cos shes my future wifey!

17) Have you seen this person cry?
` duh.sikit gembeng. TAK EH YOU??

18) How long have known this
person?
` 4 YEARS.

19) Have you ever been to the mall
with this person?
` YEP! go mall jln2 aje.
-.-

20) Have you ever had a sleepover with
this person?
` one time only chance. xD

21) If you ever moved away would you
miss this person?
` Duh! i will..

22) Have you ever given this person
something?
` Yep. u, how much it cost for everything? HEH!

23) Have you ever done something
really stupid or illegal with this
person?
` TAK PHM! bahx!

24) Do you know everything about this
person?
` in a way, yes!

25) Would you date this person's
siblings?
` You think im gay? her sibs all jantan siot!

27) Have you ever made something with
this person?
` made wad!? oke yes, made sandcastle together. tk k tk!!

28) Have you fought before?
` yes. she started it oi. kla2.. we both start la...

31) Is she/he on drugs?
` ya she is. cos im her drug. lalalala

32) Do you know this person's shoe
size?
` size 8. gajah feet!

33) Have you ever worn this person's
clothes?
` nah...too small.

34) Have you and this person made
up a hand shake?
` yep! ni sume die yg plan eh!

35) If it was "freaky friday" would
you switch bodies with this person?
` 0.0 i want!! den hari2 can..... k ntg!

36) Has this person ever seen you
dance?
` erm.. yeah?

37) Have you ever heard this person
sing?
` yep! den tros hujan.. oh tk eh you?!

39) Do you know this persons
friendster password?
` no.

40) Do you know this persons best
friend?
` i dun really noe. puteri kot?

41) Have you and this person ever
gotten into a fight that lasted more
than 2 days?
` taw pon sorry. aduh! nah idk.

42) Does this person cry alot?
` told you, shes gembeng..

43) Have you met any of this person's
ex's?
` yes! nk sebat muke die boleh?

44) Have you and this person went
clubbing?
` who say i have!?. nah never!

45) Do you know how to make this
person feel happy?
` senang aja!!!

46) Do you and this person talk a lot?
` we talk til deres tmr k u. not til no tmr. mati ah world gini.

47) Have you licked this person?
` tsktsk! ape ni bulletin. kelaka pe!?

48) Has this person yelled at you?
` ya! mcm tarzan..

49) Have you and this person got into
a fist fight?
` hahahaha! i chokeslam her, she suplex me! wakakaka! den pin 1 2 3. LOL!

50) Do you love this person?
` As much as Bill gates' money. =S

-LOVE YOU KHAT.

Whoaa...cute kan dorang dua. Kalau dah jodoh...kakaka! :D
Till here, goodnight!

Sempat aku ber-blogging di Swiss hotel near city hall ini sambil menunggu adikku mengambil bursury-nya yg berjumlah $300. Whoa....shiokkk! This is his first time taking it, so he was loike kanchong satu macam. Ehh rilek la ey, i have experience it many times ever since i was sec 1 or even b4 that. Ceyceycey, action seyh ni pompuan. Heh!

Pocketful of sunshine- natasha bedingfield.

"Take me away. A secret place. A sweet escape. Take me away.

Take me away. To better days. Take me away"

JUST TAKE ME AWAY! I've been thinking too muchhh! And i hate the fact about it!

Whoaa...this songs kan...really give me a view of freedom, stress-free world. Like somehow you are asking god to take u away from this cruel world where everything seems unfair to you. Gay, sounds like "ya tuhan, amek lah nyawaku kerna ku tidak tahan lagy disini ey?" Yknow...sometimes when you are stress and you urself couldnt control of that situation, everything seems like the dead end. And you know what, i think im gonna be in that stress situation sooooon, very sooon indeed. Prelims is drawing near, tight schedule....and soo on which includes family's matter and the matter of the heart's.
One day, or even more, i gonna be dead. I mean like unreachable or missing in action. So be prepared, aku tidak tahan lagy. I want to go to a place where nobody can find me. To a place where i could shout as loud and as many times i want. A place where i can cry and let out everything. A place where i can get my sweet escape and be someone better. A place where i can stop thinking and brainstorming. A place where i can get peace.

Quote of the day- "One day, he will regret and realised that he have just missed the girl that actually really love him. And by that time, love will bring him down" (by leez, ty bf!)

To siapa-siapa yg terasa, tolong maafkanku yer sbb my blog is where i pen down my thoughts. And it is the place where ppl actually know my inside story. Theres no one at fault here, im not blaming anyone. Im talking logically here. So, if i do make you feel guilty, Im sorry.

Have a great day!

Forever - Chris brown Is the bomb yaw! Hardcore song by chris brown. You guys should listen to the song and listen to the words yokay. * the second picture, giler menang eyyy..belo kalah :)

Its you and me moving
At the speed of light into eternity yea,
Tonight is the night you
Join me in the middle of ecstasy,
Feel the melody in the rhythm of the
Music around you, around you
Ima take you there, Ima take you there
So don't be scared,im right here baby
We can go anywhere, go anywhere
But first its yo chance,
Take my hand come with me

Okay, now im going out. Heading to pasar malam sama Bbygirl, mira.
Tc loves! And tmr gonna be a very long day...ima going to city hall there :DD

A poem which actually touches my heart. Credits to Eli for showing me her bro's Riang Ria magazine :D It is in bahasa melayu so sorry for those non-malays.

-Untuk bonda-

Biarpun mereka semua golongan insan terkemuka

Disanjung di seluruh dunia

Dikagumi kerana kehebatan mereka

Dimasyurkan kerana sejarah mereka

Namun bagiku bonda adalah insan pertama

Yang patut dipuji dan diteladani,

perlu dikasihi dan disayangi

Bonda sanggup berkorban apa saja agar

anaknya bahagia dan berjaya

Sayangilah bonda selagi dia masih ada

Kerana doa dan restunya membawa wangian dari syurga

Absorb the poem and reflect. Have you done enuf to make ur mom happy? Have you appreciate her presence so far? Think again. I think deep down inside you guys know the answer.

Till here then, goodnight!

Quote of the day: "Im sorry if im not perfect but this is all that i could give you; my whole heart"

- Tilt ur head to get a better view-

Today free period from 8am-11am. Whoa...slacking i tell you. Like syaf said, "Fadz masih in holiday mood". You're soooo right sweetheart! I havent start any revision for olvl...whoawhoawhoa, matimatimati. & yet, prelims is like a few more weeks? MUGGING lagy la ni eh fadz? yes sir, yes sir three bags full :D

Msg forwarded from --

Ardy: Fadz! Teman me go pasar malam kat bpp jom! I know you miss me kan...tak payah nak cover cover. Ahahaha!

Me: Whoa...who miss you sia? Tak sampai la seyh. Ahaha. Kk, that was a joke. You got many scandals and gfs what....lermak, sibuk jek suruh org temankan. Tak malu.

Ardy: Nabei. Mentang2 dia ada someone in heart, kwn and exes sumua dah tak heran ey. Menyampah. Btol ey tknk temankan, its my treat yknow. Jgn menyesal.

Me: Ohh. So ni ape? I would only go out with guys who belanja me ey? Lermak. Okay, tuu i assumes ajek. Haha! Org malas larhh nak keluar...aku kan dah gemok, kau uh kasy aku makan byk2,,,treat aku lagy lahh. AHAHA!

Ardy: kk, anything just beep me yaw, okay pig.

Baa alif baa yaa btol. Akku ni ape? Sumer dah panggil aku baa alif baa yaa...kan mcm pfft tuu. Ahaha. Whoa..i think Anugerah band called "putra" did a great performance today. See...abg salikin friends are awesome. Let me repeat that, they are AWESOME.. Abg ikin, i miss going gig and k.pok.po go jamming with ya luhh. Aft ns we go out okay...weeee :D

See...tis girl like no shame like that.

P.s : Im sorry to bbyboy, who loves green and dare himself to play skate, for the misunderstanding today. I hope you dont take it too hard. Sorrysorry.

Quote of the day: "I close my eyes and began to pray, that you will never change a single bit."

Once a while, buat muker sememek okay per :D

First and foremost, happy vesak day for indians and happy holiday for those who are not celebrating... Geee :D

I slack whole day. Mak tak kasy keluar, mcm ******* btol. Kk, tkper. (so mummy, dont blame me if im getting more like baa alif baa yaa okay :D )

Sexy love- neyo-

She makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up
Just one touch
And I erupt like a volcano and cover her with my love
Baby girl you make me say

And I just can't think
Than to hear you sing
When we do our thing
Baby girl you make me say

Sexy love girl the things you do
(Oh baby baby) Keep me sprung keep me running back to you
Oh I love making love to you
Baby girl you know your my

I'm so addicted to her she's the sweetest Drug
Just enough
Still too much say that I simp and I'm sprung all of the above
I can't help she makes me say
And I just can't think
Than to hear you sing
When we do our thing
Oh, Baby girl you make me say

Oh baby what we do it makes the sun come up
Keep on lovin' till it goes back down
And I don't know what I'd do if I would lose your touch
That's why I'm always keepin' you around... my sexy love

Round up for today's - FUN but TIRED. Gah. Im too tired to blog now, hmm. Lagipun, like theres ppl actually took the time to read my blog aniway. Haha. My post are super lame and boring, boring and lame fadz la kan..

And today: daddy being suchha custard puff :D (or issit me?) haha!

Me: Ayah, nak duit blh? I wanna go candy empire kat vivo.
Ayah: Ape,Duit? Ler, go check my banking acct and see the balance (senyum selebar-lebarnye)

Me: Alaa, abeh pergy fishing dgn friends balik mlm tinggalkan mak tidur sorang2 blh ey.

Ayah: I go fishing carik mknan, rezeki yknow.
Me: Yelah, balik takda ikan punnnnn.....aiyoyoyo, weak uh daddy ni. Entah, pegy fishing ke tdak.

Ayah: hmmph. Alright, nnt we go vivo okayyyy.

Me: sygggg sama dier....lalalalala (do the hocky pocky dance) :D

So jyeah, me and family headed vivo, then to causeway and go eat at jelapang's. Whoa...penat la seyh. Nasib baik ada transport, klau tidak...i want somebody to carry me. Aku tak kesah, walaUpun penat mengangkat ku yg seberat 8394278154756 mega-kezillion pound ni. (whoa, torture ni fadz. Jahat seyh) Haha. Okay, that was fake. Aku baik okay. You give me love, i give you shitass love. Funney. Heh!

kk, i shld go b4 i prolong my lame shits.

Goodnight loves! :D

Quote of the day: "All that matters is that you treat me right and give me all the things i need, that money can't buy with, yeah."

Wearing long pants and sch P.E t-shirt; i sweearrr me and amalina looked like some dancers or wushu people or aerobics people. Takleh carry gerlgerl. And i think i lost too much weight doing that. AHAHAHAHA(kk, inside joke)
And dgn tidak sengajanye, me, lina and this chinese gerl(idk how to spell out her name, kental i know), tak habis habis meyaksikan beberape couples membuat bisnes mereka. NON-STOP HITS, i tell you. "They not tired uh?", said the friendly chinese girl i got to know today. AHAHA. Pegy la tempat sensible sikit, not good for teenagers yknow. Like no shame like dat. AHAHA (fadz mcm faham) :D

Somehow, i dont really understand the meaning behind say goodbye- chris brown.

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

(The next nenek generation wearing sexy clothes and camwhore, fuuh canggih :D)

Today is a tragedy and i dont wish to talk about it. I hope everyone is okay now and i hope she is okay bab kate pepatah peribahasa melayu, "berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul".

Pelan pelan alright gf, i will always be there for you. Your great lost, is also part of my lost so lets go thru thick and thin together. I will be very grateful for that. Ty.

The teddy bear on ur right sooo super cutee laa... I cant stop laughing looking at it. Weeeee! I got bende baik from bbyboy....kakakaka! Lawak uh ni bdk. (No shame)

Quote of the day: "You'll always be a part of me. Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby. And we'll linger on. Time can't erase a feeling this strong"

Muker busok dan bacin btol arr kau fadz. Tgh kesejukkan ini. Enggak tak tau sih. Nauzubilah, like no shame like dat. Haha! I was fucking pissed off with somebody in sch this afternoon, abeh now poor internet connection pulak... kthxbai! kk tkper, endure. 1,2,3 go.

I was busy enjoying the free movies and planned to watch ayat ayat cinta in some cool website...tapy kan, tapy kan...i was not able to do so, BLAME THE INTERNET LUH! Baa alif baa ya btol!
And today during geography, syaf invented some sentence that can be made as a symnomns? Ape kebende sak...ahaha! Arrr...stratch that.
Eg. Felda - Fadz, Eli lari dari Amalina (sbb aku bau taik ah)
And Felcra- Fadz, eli lari cari rambut Amalina.(sbb rambut kau hilang? Botak)
See, even now i still remember it. Ahaha! Clever syaf.

And another formula made by bbyboy which just terlintas di fikiran saya.
;Syg you -( - syg you) = Syg you + Syg you = 2Syg you.
Abeh lepas tu, the probability of getting '2syg you' is 1/2. -this is mine. Ahaha! (macam faham la kite-kite ni)
Kepada org-org yg sekarang tgh garu kepala dan tgh menunjukkan muke terselenge bacinnya, maksod bbyboyku itu ialah, eg. 1-(-1)= 1+1= 2 ( this is applied in maths la bodoh, pergi belajar la.)

Quote of the day: "But I will go down with this ship. And I won't put my hands up and surrender. There will be no white flag above my door. I'm in love and always will be".