Boyfriend never wake up early especially during his holidays. But today to my surprise he text- ed me at 8.27 (even before i wake up. OMG.)

Boyfriend : 'Good morning syg. Btw Michael Jackson died today seh bcuz of erm, heart attack?'

Me : 'Whoa. Serious or wat wake up tis early. Did you dreamt about MJ? HELLO. GOOD MORNING BABY.' ( I really have no idea. REALLY!)

Well. Before i get punk ed early in the morning or something, I search online before my e-learning. And so, popped up this news 'POP ICON MICHAEL JACKSON DIED AT 50'. OMG OMG OMG. I was speechless. As if gravity was acting on me ten times harder. The best entertainer i have ever watched and adore is gone. It was just too shocking isit it? At my early age till now, i have a penchant over his songs. The best hit , thriller. OMG WHO DOESNT! He's one of the great pop icon. He boost pop genre popularity. And we lost the best legend, but his music will always be playing in our hearts and soul.
On a lighter note. I post this video - you are not alone by the pop icon, Michael Jackson.
In memory of him from 1958-2009, you are indeed not alone. May Allah be with you always. Amin.

Supposedly I should be rotting at home yesterday because boyfriend was busy packing and moving furniture's to his new house and by the time he's done with it will be almost 7pm. But yet still he insist to meet me. How cute huh. Also to succor him from thinking that his GPA is insufficient to apply higher nitec, i have decided to meet him. So, we head to westmall timezone to distress. AND AND AND, we played guitar heroess and more! Cool or wat!

We proceed to Macd to buy my MacSpicy and boyfriend wanna eat roti prata. We taupao and went to his house. Ate and watched prison break after he bathe and prayed. Then I decided to surf the net and see how he got his GPA point. To my surprised, my gundu boyfriend did not add his GPA for the previous years WHICH EVENTUALLY MADE HIM QUALIFY FOR HIGHER NITEC. ALAMAK! Anjat gerl-gerl okay!

Boyfriend : ' Tak sangka i nye GPA almost 3.0. Tapi biar betul! '

Me : ' =_= Tak lah. I tikam tikam. I think the ite salah calculate lah.'

Anw, i really really really really dislike e-learning. OMGay. It made my internet connection super enormous slow. BABI. I have no idea how more worse it can be for Cognitive module.

I MISS MY BANGS!

Time check, 12.30. I could not sleep. Arghh, I'm having diarrhoea now! If this hasn't happen, i would probably be pandiculating right now on my bed stretching and yawning. Damn it!

Anyway, as confirmed Republic public will be on hiatus. 1st year students did not need to attend class but eLearning will be conducted in our LEO instead. OMG. Lets just see what is going to happen today at 8.30am sharp.

I'm already imagining how troublesome it is to post a topic in the forum and reply it and reply it and reply it. Do the worksheet thorough on your own. I really hope this is chimerical and NOT REAL! OMG.

Last saturday my family from my father side celebrated father's day at East Coast Park. Not for my father or my uncles but the day is solely for my grandfather. He's already a nonagenarian as his age is in the nineties. Yet he is still healthy looking. I wonder what is his secret. Well, that always remain as a arcanum. I will post the pictures soon. I'm too lazy to transfer pictures from my phone to comp. HAHAHA. Alright. I end this post here. Till then. K bye.

Yesterday i watched natural child birth introduced by Murni. Very gross i tell you but such a miracle. Hmm. Back then we were talking about having baby. I intend to have natural childbirth when im a gravid lady in future. HOHO. Its a miracle and worth it you see, especcially when you really loves babies. How cuteee and irritating they are. HAHAHA.
I ask my boyfriend to see and he said he's ready. HAHAHAHA. Reason being is that 1day he is going to stand beside his wife at the pregnancy operation room. FUUYOHHH. I was flabbergasted with his reason.
Cognitive Ut was challenging. I burst my brain thinking for answerss, considering my cough everthing. Haiya, irritating tahu tak!

Thank you for the tags people! Wonderful. My blog is alive now after it died months ago. HOHO. Anw, i had complaints why i post solely boyfriend pictures and why not myself or me with him. So here's the thing, first i love boyfriend very much. I would rather see my boyfriend cute face then seeing my beautiful face. After all, i see too much of my face already. I don't want to get obsess with my looks or else my money will be super broke. Second, okay there is no second reason. I am just plain lazy bum to upload all this. HAHA. Ok so toitoi, noinoi, goigoi, joijoi and irritating brother...here's my picsss! Let me aver it again, because i not afraid of admitting this truth...IMMA LAZY BUM. HEHEHEHEH. Eh! but depends too. (wide wide smile)

And to finish it off. My boyfriend is pure Malay! Im the one with Chinese mixed blood, omg can't you guys see it? He has sepet eyes but NOT related to any Chinese mixed blood and im nt sepet but i HAVE a Chinese mixed blood.
School starts today and today's module is just a pain in me ass. Sigh. Hope sci module manageable lah tmr!

It just disgust me from the way adam lambert joked.

"He's the one guy I found attractive in the whole group on the show: nice, nonchalant, pretty and totally my type - except that he has a wife," Lambert said.

Gah. So eeeewwww. Adam lambert has the voice, but it sound good enough to know that kris allen won the idol. Phew!

He who bring unbound joy. Can be a crippling pain too. When theres love, theres pain. Not surprising at all. So i must be real patient to have headaches and undefined megrims whenever we have fights. I am listening to white flag by dido now. Which reminded me that almost every fights, i wont put my hands up and surrender. Im in love with you, and will always be. I know you do it too.

Also, this particular song reminded me during secondary school times. Ahh, happiest and cheerful moments. Me & bestie, sakinah sang this song as written in her secret diary(yelah tu, most of the pages were drawings. haha!) And we even took the courage to like write new lyrics blahblah (Mostly was aca-aca only, never real. Playing only. Haha!) Most of the time was during Mr.Lau's lesson. Oh man, i miss him lah! Ok cut the crap. You know, i know lah.

So anw, i heard this song in radio and its sound sooo cuteee. KANTOI. Nama dier pun cute. But eh, what is kantoi, i dont know.. I wanna know! Hmmm.

My chocolate ice blended (:

Art House, boyfriend just got changed
My cute silly boyfriend (:

So boify reading yasin now. Praying for his sister. This one of the reason why i love you sepet! :)

As i stay longer in boyfriend's house just now. Hearing him and seeing him playing his keyboard. And just looking at him solely focusing on playing pleasant nice songs. I think now, most of my music and happiest moment revolve around him. I even learned keyboard from him! Im getting more & more like him actually. OMGay. But certainly, i just miss looking at him playing keyboard. Its been awhile he didnt play it in front of me. (sweeetness)

Had my dinner at Mac. Aiya, junkfood. The queue was long and behind me stand this elderly woman whom kept pushing me for i dont know what reason. The thing is we were not even close to the counter and why would she pushed me you see. So, i turn and said "Can you like just chill. Omg!". Well that didnt help either. There were still 3 people waiting in line in front me and she still pushed me. What is your problem auntie. Kiasu sangat la. Burger tu takkan lari la. Gi mampus sudah. (that was in my mind) But, i turned again and just said "So rude =_= ". (I sound so fierce. Meow, caaat fight!) Haha. The weather hotttness is killing me too....! Arghh.

Goodnight earthlings! (:

Yknow, It is just shocking that after hours spending time with him outside today, his mom called me the moment i reach home and told me that he cried. What in a world! I was flabbergasted. Why would he cried? What did i wrong? Did i say something cruel and inhuman? OMG, so many things came gushing my brain. So it is actually because of he misses his sister who i know should be living a much better life in the new world. Who never miss someone we truly love, and the painful moment is to know that he/she is no longer there. We always hope that they would redivivus again. We just have to accept it as it is. And pray for good. So baby, dont cry. Fergie says big girls dont cry, so must big boys...cann?

(aiyo, im so poor at convincing people. I know.)

So anw, last saturday we went to art festival at cityhall for a 2000 play by nadiputra works. Great show, great message from the play. Well done for abg yunus (bf's bro). Also, arts festival held a hip hop& rap competition. I was clueless that my cousin was attending it. And And And he got 2nd! Gereeek pe cuzin! So in the end, me and boify walk ard cityhall and enjoy the view. Then we headed home.

I miss class outing. Arghh! My uncle's in ICU is more important...but i still miss the outing. Arghhh!

We must be willing to get rid of the life we spent

so as to have the life that is waiting for us.

For most of my life, I've been planning to be where I am today. The expensive piece of paper, the ridiculous hours and the below average pay. I'm not sure what I was thinking, but it becomes more and more obvious each day that I'm not where I want to be. This isn't it. Something has to change. But still im figuring it out.

I know my blog is soo darn dead, long story. On a lighter note, i should get back to blogging. I got a lot of things to say. So many things is happening but such little time to at least express it. OMGay. Maybe this youtube music video would helps. Enjoy peeps!