Extra Retarded pictures for today's post!

Can tell that W14L is stress, take retarded pictures in between study period!

HAHAHA. OMG. I'm so loving 'Youcam'!

I just stuck with time after realising that this Saturday is already a new start of the month August. So fast time swift away isn't it? Feels as if yesterday is just only the start of semester 1. I'm gonna miss w14l so much. So much memories, great peeps, and great bonding with them!

And oh, speaking of August. Fasting month is drawing near, same as Hari raya. I have to rekindle the relationship i had with bf; start anew, start a new chapter, with greater hope, passion, trust and more love. Also, i want to refurbish my room which is in complete mess and also, redecorate it! I have been planning to dye my hair black back, rebond back and cut bangs again! Omg. I can't wait. I am love with Kim kardashian old bangs, and also Jessica Alba old bangs! See See. Sexiest bangs I've ever seen!

I have to confess that i hate programming. Big time OK. Despite the fact that i still put in effort to help out and run the codes, I still get he same grade there and fro. Upset ok! Sometimes my inner thoughts and feeling just want to give up. OMG. I really abhor unfairness. Quite typical about life isn't it? Life being what it is, one dreams of revenge.

Also, i can sense and feel that something is breaking apart. Not that i want to. I'm still unsure about it. You can call it insecurity, demanding, lost, pain, missed, whatever that have got to do with something not right, i don't know. But this pain is true. Something dragging me to things that i should not worry too much on. Someone changing. I don't know. I guess i have to stay strong like i always do. The one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person in the end. Is this true? That everyone is changing, everything changing?

This post is specially make for my best girlfriend, Sakinah. She request that she want to learn how to cook. So i volunteered to post her tempting food pictures in my blog. It helps her boost her passion for cooking ok! OMG. (baik k aku!) But even now, when i am the one posting the foods is calling mee!!!! Ok, im hungry despite the fact that i ate jumbo roti hotdog and nasi Pataya. Shitt. I dont look fat right???

Red the new black!

I have a slight small argument with bf last week about painting his room red before deciding it permanently. I say that red is the new black. I told him that red and pure white with nice lighting is superly gorgeous. I saw it before, not just that red is my favourite colour. But his parent were against the idea, just because of their traditional mindset. They said red are like Indians and chinese temple colour. Bf too say that its like National day colour. But so what? And so, i have no choice but to let bf choose. But i still want to prove to them that red is the best colour by right. A modern and sexy colour for a room i would say.

Pictures below.

Sense the aura in this bedroom. OMG.

Colourful huh? Love the colour contrast.

I guess i have to put my blog on hiatus. Not that im on vacation or wat. But oh well, im just too plain busy going out with boyfriend and family. And as you all should know, im not the type that blog in school. So theres a time limit emphasize here. Im so sorry for those who continuously read my blog without fail though it is just a plain draggy and boring blog. Right? So, i will be back by the end of school. OK IM JUST KIDDING! Ha-ha.

Lots of things happened;
- Secondary jiwe friends meetup! Pictures in my blog soon :)
- Boyfriend went for job interview at Raffles and i can't accompany him! :(
- Boyfriend went for syarahan at masjid for me :)
- Help paint boyfriend's room and now its complete. Weee! :)
- Buy fairprice's hotdogs :)
- Relative engagement!
- Lent one of my lappy to boyfriend. (NOW HE CAN WEB CAM WITH ME!)
- etc etc

OHMY! Why am i so obsessed with boyfriend? Give me ideas on what i should buy for a guy for anniversary! GoGoGoGo!

Im craving for Aunt's Nadiah potato salad. BIG TIME KAY!

Someone please tell me where can i get one or someone do it for me. HEHEHE.

DOES EATING AT NIGHT MAKES YOU FAT?

No boyfriend NO! This is a classic health myth, but again, another untrue one. Eating late at night might get your metabolism going and prevent you from sleeping, but it won't make you pile on the pounds. So yeah, boyfriend don't get fuss about you getting fat if you kept eating late at night. You not fat for godsake, you have a build up body. HEHEHE. And i'm loving it.

So here's a update. I was away for school today. The past two days I've been having gastric pains. I got really down once it's time to eat food. And whats worst is that i will only eat less than a partial portion of the food. So yeah, last night around 3 am i vomited and had really a great pain on my stomach. Followed by hard headaches. So my parents sent me to SGH, too worried about me. There, the doctor give me some pill and drink water; sort of washing my stomach toxic. And told me to take a rest first and before taking x-rays. I was supposed to be warded but i don't wish too. Might as well bring medicines home and eat it on time. So yeah, now my condition is better. I hope i can endure it in school tmr.

On a lighter note, my relationship with my boyfriend is good. Its just a normal thing for couple to fight. Especially when there are big two egos,like me and him. HAHA. And also, i can overreact sometimes. So yeah. I love my boyfriend pretty a lot yeah. And u guys who tagged to make me feel better are just sweet amazing peeps kay! Thank you very much!

PAIN IN THE ARSE

Hello guys. I'm currently listening to skanking songs. OMG, i miss going ska gig. Its been sucha long time because currently i only go for hip hop gig due to my cousin's in it. So yeah. And And And i miss skanking too. It a form of exercise ok! But a bit merepek lah, i can't deny.

I had a fight with boyfriend earlier. I just hate it when he wants to hide something from me. It doesn't feel right to me. I mean after all these, he still keeping something away from me. I get SO sick of it. Now he doesn't want to talk to me. WTF. Kental ok boyfriend! I'm heart broken like hello! My heart is broken and my mind is thinking of breaking up. But the think is, I'm afraid of losing you. FUCK! You are the only one i wish i could forget, you are the only one i love not to forgive and even now while i hate you, it pains for me to say i still need you at the end of the day. Fuck myself ok! Arghhh!

WHY CAN'T BOYS JUST LET GO OF THE EGO??

So slicck!

I miss reading Shakespeare. I miss being a literature student. OMG. I used to hate literature. Reason being is because of the long essays i have to write in secondary school. Really fucked up sia that time. Now i miss the books and the powerful words to use. Also, because of literature i use less powerful word like dislike instead of hate. I still loves Shakespeare love quotes. So profound yet so fun!!

Anw, you should take a break and watch Chick & Dick at clicknet. Super lame yet funny! My favourite :

So disgusting sia Paul. The fish eyeball perfectly round but he go squeeze it. DISGUSTING! And Paul you are so kental. Go Kay kay! HAHA!

This next video just shocking. OMG. The dare really daringgg.

After so many weeks, week 10 i finally get to team up with Murni! Fun lah Negegok! Kite bertoitoi, beryoiyoi dan berwoiwoi okay. K bye!

I know there's an ocean between us,

and I wish that it weren't true,

for every day when I arise,

I yearn to be with you.

Though a lot of distance lies between us,

you'll always be in my mind and my heart,

And every night beneath the stars,

I pray for the day we'll never be part.

I just wanted to do something simple to say I love you and to put that smile I love so much back on your face. I want everyone to know how much you mean to me. Ever since you have entered my life, I've been flying on Cloud 9 and I have not come down yet. YUPYUPYUP! I love everything about you, about us. You do something to me that no other has, you have made me so happy, the happiest I've ever been. You give me the most amazing feelings inside, the feeling of being in love with you. I wish I didn't have to miss you. If only you could be with me always. I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you. HAHA. DAH GATAL EH! Oh well, i just hate missing you! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY SAYANG.

P.S : SORRY I CANT SPENT TIME WITH YOU. I DAH JANJI DGN MY FRIENDS FOR GIRLS NIGHT OUT :(

I miss my boyfriend so much. I just don't know why. I spent most of my time with him almost everyday. 24hours mesti bawah ketiak boyfriend eh. But still, I just miss him so much. Without him is like earth without water. Chey! But serious seh. Now in school i feel like meeting him and cabut school. OMG, now it feels so sleeepy!

Anw, to sum up for last week. I watched transfomer at city square JB with family. It cost for 11 ringgit per ticket. So 55 ringgit as totalled. Then we headed to Angsana to have out lunch at PIZZA HUT! Its been sucha long time i did not get to taste the delicious pasta yknow! My family ordered so many that the printed bill stated $111.67 ringgit. Fuuuyuuuh! Went home and watch prison break all episode. Gerekkk pehh. But the ending so dramatic, i dont like...!!!!

OH ya, the next day i watch transformer again. This time with boyfriend. And with his old friend which he forget to introduce it to me. ARGH! But on a lighter note, i have so much fun with boyfriend though it was just for a short time.

AND AND AND...
Im starting to love megan foxxx. I feel so lesbian now. I feel like making out with her. OMGOMGOMG!