31.3.10

304 - Andrew Garcia



Andrew is backk!!! I loveee his version!! Goshhh!
:3

303 - Rings



I really enjoy wearing rings on my fingers, don't ask me why. I will smile widely if I'm wearing more rings on my fingers. Seriously! :3 I will never fail to leave the house without my couple ring that bf bought for me. There was a time that I left my couple ring at home & I'd literally went back just to get it. I just feel so uncomfortable leaving without it yknow. Now now here's a good news, bf gonna get me my owl ring soon *smile widely* & I'm eye-ing for snake rings. I don't know where to get it. Anyone? For my wedding or engagement ring, baby you've got to get me my tiffany & co. I don't care. Kekeke!

302 - Prac 4


Waitng for bf to end his driving prac. I hope he pass. Oh please. Earlier he called and told me that he was nervous but I hope after I told him to says lots of prayers and selawat nabi, I hope really hope he re-gain his aplomb. Still praying & waiting for him.

301 - Migraine


I really abominate my migraine. It's really painful & I would cry silently once it strikes. I thank god that bf and his mom were there to give me pills and calm me down. I really really don't wish to onus/burden my bf family especially when bf & his mom wanted to bring me to the doctor. Even f wanted to use his save money to bring me to the doctor but no I don't wish to. I really thank god that I've meet such a caring, fond, lovesome and responsible bf and also his family. I love you people! ♥

30.3.10

300 - Still counting



From the day we met till now, you never fail to make me fall in love with you all over again.
I'm still counting ours baby! ♥

(I guess my face didn't change at all. Just my hair =.= HAHA.)
Alright goodnight people!


299 - Baby Djannah!


I didn't manage to go out with my babes & see baby djannah today :( How sad right? Baby Djannah can't see aunty Zee today & I bet she misses me and smilling and trying to talk to me kn djannah? Kekekeke! I can't wait for my bestfriend syaf to tag me in fb so that I can see my babes & Djannah pictures. Upload pictures soooooon!!!!! :)

(This was when Djannah 1month old, i think.)

298 - Bitch, you can't bring us down!


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To the bitch or whoever that text my bf today. Well fuck you! If you're jealous or playing with us, we don't give a fuck k. If you think that we were fighting over your sympathic message you are so wrong girl. What past is past k, just shallow the fuck that my bf leave you. Now, he's with me so don't bother thinking that he still want you. We trusted each other & we love each other so much. I'll do whatever it takes to protect our relationship. As quoted by hearts & hopes, "Couples who are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as everybody else, but the big difference is they don’t let it take them down". Stop messing with me or with us coz you're just messing with the wrong couple. Take care bitch.

 : D

Sorry people for the very obscene post/language.  


297 - PSP


Yesterday (yes monday) bf came to my crib and hang out. We didn't go out because I was tired and my head is spinning so hard that I can't even get dress. So he went home alone & waited for his mother approval. Yes, approval of money for him to buy PSP. Red colour somemore! OMG. Bf even downloaded Dinner Dash into the PSP for me, sweeettt la okay! ♥ I spent the whole day sleeping & watching movie with family for awhile then on the phone with my precious boy before he's off to bed.

Going to meet my babes tomorrow at 1pm, with black-white theme. HAHAHA. Cute or what? I guess I'll be wearing white over-sized tee with black tights and heels? IDK. I'm gonna visit granny tomorrow with mom before meeting my babes at Yew Tee. Missing them so much! & Off to meet bf aftermath!

I love you Muhammad Hilmi Bin Sunanwi! ♥♥♥♥

296 - Brother's Conference


OMG. Stupid brother. He's conferencing in the middle of the night and yet tomorrow got school. =.=
He intended to say "Gelak-gelak" (Laughing continuously) but he slipped his tongue and utter "Galak-galak". I shouldn't be eavesdropping his conferencing but I'd literally laugh because it's too funny.

295 - Indie boys!


I got attracted to indie boys even more when I watch "LOL" with baby on sunday. They're so hot like OMG! And this song got me attracted too. I kept asking boyfriend what's the tittle of this song and by who. He answered and his tone was like =.= AHAHAHA. KK kidding je k bby! I even told him to grow his old indie hair coz I'm soo drooling more for my bf indie mode. HAHAHAHA.


294 - Laughing Out Loud


On sunday bf wanted to watch "The Book Of Eli" desperately, don't ask me why. But because we were 15 minutes late, we decided to watch "LOL(laughing out loud)" movie. It was a french movie. I was fine with the movie but bf thought it was just plain boring because it was about teenager life, love, drugs & sex.

Nevertheless, we had quality time with each other. Bf promised me that he will buy my owl ring when he got his next pay. "Right u?" Hehehe! I'm gonna cash out nuffnang so that I can buy dress from forever 21 or buy bf some tee from topman. Well, i hope so (:

Right now, let the pictures do the talking.

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He's not a matrep eh. Just because he wear a cap or even look like a mat, he's not. Don't be too judmental. At least know his character first

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Baby, you made my day. I love sunday <3

29.3.10

293 - Laser



Ok. Look at the picture above. Look at what my bf is doing. HAHA. Cute ok! He’s playing with his laser & laser-ing at an Indian man. There’s nothing better to do so disturb people eh you? Couldn't agree more that there's a kid in every man.

Goodnight people! :D

292 - Adidas



Anyway, I didn't get to update yesterday because I went JB with family at 11p.m. Had a tiff with bf before going JB. Argghh. I always hate to be in a tiff when I'm about to go enjoy with my family. It just brings my mood down yknow. Common right? I sometimes wish bf would understand me more & think before even saying anything. Whatever it is, I still love you baby. I decided to buy him adidas slippers since he's old adidas had wear out. It's imitation, but I'd tried to choose those that's close to originals but who cares? Haha. I found it nice & worth it, at just 25RM.

291 - Jailbreaking or no?


Yesterday, I did not go to FLB's flea market plan because I was kinda broke. Hehe. But, I did went out with bf to Boon Lay place. Eeww I know. But whatever la kan. He found out a handphone shop that provide the software of jail-breaking Iphones @ just $50. Until now he's considering it. But I scared jail-breaking his Iphone will make it worse. Because his Iphone is 3.13 software and it's 3GS. Bf is also worried that he can't sell jail-breaking Iphones and that jail-breaking just made his Iphone more lagging. Any suggestion people?

27.3.10

290 - Flea market



I'm considering whether to go FLB's flea market at Scape Youth Park later. I really don't know. I'm scared my eyes crave too many things there :( Oh boy, help me.

289 - Trouble with talking


I called my bf but oh no. He's still asleep. I guess I let him be & text him to call me once he's awake.

Anyway, I tried talking to my grandma but as usual, she had some trouble with talking. I can see that she's upset as I couldn't interpret what she was trying to convey. She can only speak only to words that are easy to utter like "Tak" (No), "Dah" (Have you?), "Allah" (God). I have to strike a question that leads to a close ended answer like yes or no, so that she can easily nod her head or something. I don't want to stress herself up & put her argghh face trying to utter words that she has forget or lost on how she can say it. While talking just now, she kept on asking "Macam maner nak bahasa?" (How to talk?), I would simply make her laugh like replying "Buka mulut, lidah goyang, tutup mulut. Hahaha." & she would join laughing at my lame answer. I hope allah is reading this,  please let my grandma speak well &  please cure her soon. Thank you.

288 - Early Birds


I slept around 2 a.m. today after helping my brother create his Rafusical tee. Then I've to wake up at 7 a.m. to help my grandma bathe. Fuck! My eyes so red as if I got infected by fucking sore eyes. Hope I didn't scare off anybody eye? HOHO.

Gonna wake my baby up at 12 noon soon. Supposedly I can wake him up earlier but I chose not to. I don't want to disturb my baby's rest, saturday is his only off day :(  I love you & I miss you sooo much can?

I just realized this picture in my comp. Pictures we took at Lan Gaming :D


What is your fashion sense these days ?

Oversized tee and pair it with tights. & still dresses (:

Ask me anything

287 - Falling in love again with you.


For those who think that you’re bored with your oh-so-long bf/gf. Or to those married couples whose sick see-ing each other faces every morning in the bed. This song is for you people!



All you have to do is fall in love again with your partners, all back to square one. It’s easy like ABC. & I'll keep falling for my baby everyday (: I love you hilmi kambing biri biri. HAHA.

286 - Today’s a plus plus sign!



I was very contented with bf yesterday. Before sending me home, the usual 5 spots kisses & yesterday was a plus plus sign because he gave me the don’t-leave-me face when I was boarding the bus. So cute can? HEHE. I wish I can capture the moment & snap a picture of his don’t-leave-me face. OMG. Like the poor sympatric cat face from The Shrek movie. Hoho.

Being a very good gf, I quickly messaged him, “I love u. I’m gonna miss you k. Jgn(don’t) la give me that look bile I naik bus(when I board the bus).” He replied, “I miss you so much seh. Jgn gatal gatal k (Don’t mingle around).

He kept on emphasizing not to mingle around or look at other guys. Whoa, now I know your soft side eh baby? Now I know you’re actually jealous, kan kan kan? (Seriously I thought I was only one who’s jealous). Told ya’ll it was a plus plus sign. Whatever it is, I absolutely love today! :3

285 - Good Grandchild


Bf planned to watch “The Book Of Eli” but we had to knock down the idea because he’s going Mustafa with family at 8.30pm. Me on the other hand will be packing my clothes for a day or two to sleep over at my aunt house. I tell you I’m indecisive to sleep over because on the previous day my aunt told me to sleep over & grandsit since her maid and husband will be very busy doing kueh business BUT when I called my uncle(her husband) to re-confirm, he just literally told me “If you’re free then come, if you’re not free then it’s ok.” Whoa! I was like WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE MAN! HAHAHA. I still decided to sleep over to avoid misunderstandings. I’ve promised my aunt too. So why not come & do a good deed right? I’m so a good grandchild! :D

26.3.10

284 - Periods


Should I watch "The book of eli" with bf today? My periods making me feel cranky & uncomfortable but I want to spent time with love :( :(

283 - Missing you.


Bf coming over after he prays! Ohhh, I miss him so much, I can't wait to see his cute eyes, thick lips & sharp nose!

"U nak I masak?" (You want me to cook?)
"Ahh, masakkan k, I lapar" (Cook for me, Im hungry.)
"I thought u dah makan at work? Makan pau." (I thought u alrdy eat, eat pau)
"I masih lapar" *sad tone* (I'm still hungry)
"Ok, I masakkan u maggi goreng je can? (I cook for u fried maggi noodles only can)
"K, jgn kacau taw. Masakkan banyak2. Jangan kacau tu I punye" (Don't disturb my food. Cook for me alot and don't disturb thats mine food.)

HAHAHAHA. I swear I miss his cute attitude. As if I'm gonna steal your food eh. I should clean up before bf comes now. Have a nice day people!

282 - Cotton On


(It's not this tee though. Hehehe!)


I bought Vogue magazine cover tee from cotton on at Singapore Plaza yesterday with boyfriend. The tee cost just $10 bucks! Told ya'll I'll grab cheap & nice tee! (:

I wanna buy Rubi cute shoe, cost $25 bucks. Guess I'll have to save up now :3

What's your dream car?

Right now It'll be Audi A5 Cabriolet! *droolsss* :D

Ask me anything

281 - Perfume


I was so touched with this foreign couple sitting in front of me & bf in the bus.

* I sprayed perfume onto myself *

Foreign man: I'm sorry. Is that you?
Me: Ya.
Foreign women: What perfume is that?
Me: Oh! Its Britney Spears perfume (:
Foreign man: I'm sorry if we're disturbing. *turns again* It's nice!
Me & Bf: Hahaha. Thanx!

I wish there's more people like this in the world. *Smile widely*

280 - Sleep over


This coming friday, saturday & sunday I'll be sleeping over my aunt house to grandsit. I'm not sure whether I can go out but I really wish I can :( Because I can't stay at home doing nothing & waiting for boredom to strike which explains why I'm always out with either my friends or bf. I hope my siblings get to sleep over at aunt house with me. I'll be really bored if I'm alone over there.

Please oh please. Life savers where are you? :(

279 - Cranky



Today I felt so cranky right from the moment I'd step out of my house. I felt so guilty & bad for treating bf with my cranky attitude. I just remained quiet in the bus and I got annoyed easily whenever bf started a random conversation. With my cranky & annoyed attitude, we had a petty quarrel. This wasn't what I wish to do with my bf, never. I just feel so stupid! Now I miss him that I feel like crying. Even after my 5 minutes talk on the phone with him, I still miss him. What the fuck right? Seriously people, I'm missing him so badly! :(

& Oh, blame my period. That was what made my day so cranky. But having my period means good thing to me too. I'm fertile baby! :D

25.3.10

278 - Dress



I've been craving for flowered printed dresses like the picture above, with reasonable price. Been asking bf to tag along to forever 21 but he always says no :(

Might as well turn myself to a loner mode & go forever 21 alone. Sad girl face please can?

Urghh. Now my so heavy wallet just weight lighter because I've been spending too much on food. Stupid stomach. Eat eat only. Haiya!

* Mom bought me heart neckless from Umrah & bought it with her to pray. This neckless is irreplaceable! Thank you mom! I love you mom! *

Why u stop smoking?

I love my dad a lot. He cried in front of my eyes after he found out with strong evidences that I smoke and that, that just breaks my heart. After what he has done for me & how I repay him like this, it's just wasn't the right thing to do. So I stop for my love ones.

Thank you for the concern! :3

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hahas...cool blog,congrats! u quit smoking.. and oh my.. i thk i had lost touch w u dun knw for how long,didnt knw u got car and start driving alr girl!!

It's my family car & of course I would love to own a car license! Who doesn't right! :D Who are you? Maybe we should rekindle our friendship? Hi! :3

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Smoking takes time. I have some trouble with my smoking dad too because he has been smoking for so long.

Yup. That's true & that's also one of the reasons why its hard for them to stop.

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I love arctic monkeys too!

Yeszaaa! (:

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277 - Queensway


After window shopping at Queensway, there's this 3 cute charming boys that strike my boyfriend attention.

1st boy: Uncle, what time uh?
Uncle: 5.40 p.m
2nd boy: Kenapa kau tanye orang? (Why you ask people uh?) *looking at his own watch*

The 2nd boy got a watch himself & the 1sy boy go ask from strangers instead of his own friend. Adorable right? Hahaha. I swear boyfriend was eavesdropping them & kept laughing afterwards. 

24.3.10

276 - Almost botak


Eventually, bf decided to cut his hair super short as he can't endure the heat & sweat anymore. It irritates him. I swear at first I didn't really agree with him cutting almost botak. & we had a tiff about his hair. I swear it's very stupid to querrel over minor things like this. =.=

But again, after minutes I find him attractive. HAHA. I swear! Beauty is in the eye of the beholder aye? I think he look more neater & his hair is just so fun to touch! I showed my brother his new hair pictures and they said it suits him well. But, he look like some japanese boy don't ya'll think? Hahaha. Whatever it is, I love you so much baby.

275 - UT3 Results!



Results is out! Except Cognitive, kthxbai. Gosh, I'm so relief to see this! Kakaka. I thought I'm gonna fail because I skipped 6 lesson per module which is very overboard (supposedly I can only skip 2 lessons). See my problem 15 module? HAHAHA! X means I'm absent. 
Omg! :D *Jumps 20 times*
Rpians! Go check your results now now now!

I can't wait to tell this good news to bf tomorrow morning! He's been asking for my result, sweet much can? Rest your worry dear, I PASSED! :D

23.3.10

274 - Missing you



I hate that feeling, can be forever. 
Kthnxbai.

22.3.10

273 - Noodles/Maggi



What the fuck! I'm eating maggi now. And it's fucking spicy! Brother cooked it for me (thank you) and he put 4 small chili, those spicy ones (Chili padi). Arghhh! I swear my lips is sooo burning right now and it look as if it's fucking swollen. HAHAHAHA. OMG. I feel like putting red lipstick & pose a very rogue picture because it blend so well with red. Ok over-reacting, whatever.

Goodnight people!

* P.S - Thanx to my overseas readers (US, M'sia etc) for being a avid reader of my blog. Really appreciate it. Keep it coming okay? (:

272 - Home



Mom will reach Singapore by 11.30 am tomorrow morning (: & the house is now away from flies & bacteria. Cleaning the whole house wasn't an easy job. I just finish mopping the floor. Hehe. Who the hell mops @ 11 pm aye?

Anyhoo, I'll be out from my house by 9.30 am. My uncle Najib will be fetching & driving for us. Will be collecting my garlic bread from Uncle Yem first then off to the airport. I can't wait to see my mom! I'm so egg-cited that now I don't know what to wear for tomorrow. I'm reacting like I'm going to meet a very popular superstar eh, padahal mak aje. Hahaha. Should I dress up like the picture above? :D

21.3.10

270 - Arctic Monkeys



The Arctic Monkeys - Fluorescent Adolescent

269 - Mom is coming home!



Mummy is coming home this monday, 11 am! I'm missing her so badly! I hope nothing bad happened to her & oh maybe she'll look healthier and slimmer too. Hehehe. (:

Going to spring clean the house tomorrow so that mom won't look upset seeing the house dirty & disorganize, kan(right) pa?

Yesss yess yess. Mom is coming home...coming homee...home. I'll bet my mom is humming to michael buble song - 'home' now. HAHA. I love you mom :]

268 - Quit smoking



I quitted smoking & this is one of the things in my life that I will never regret! I know my parents are proud of me (:

- I used to think that smoking is cool.
- It made me look bad, and being bad is used-to-be cool to me.
- Cigarettes used-to-be my antidote when I'm fucking stress.
- Cigarettes used-to-be my friend when I'm fucking lonely.
- Cigarettes used-to-be my thang, don't ask me why.
*(This sounds so common to smokers right?)

Now, I quitted & my bf too. Yes, I helped him quit smoking. It took him some time to quit. I had to encourage him, scold him, be patient with him but see what happen now? He quitted and by far, we haven't touch any cigarettes yet! Another thing in my life that I will never regret; making my boyfriend stop/quit smoking for the better.

Next will be my father, my brothers. But this part I'm really clueless coz they're hard! Any suggestion?

20.3.10

267 - Driving license






Today Bf got to drive my car within the car park. He was sweating due to his nervousness. But also at the same time he was very egg-cited to have the opportunity to drive. I told him to practice his parking, since he said he was little weak on it. He's taking manual driving lesson so I thought parking my auto car would be easy for him but no. Parking is tricky. But he nailed it. Need lots of practice right baby? I swear he look so cute while driving, I like it when he look serious. I bet even now he's smiling widely because he got to drive my car.


& when bf told his mom, I swear his mom eyes almost pops out. Hahaha. You'll do fine baby for you test & I'm sorry for shouting in the car. I'm just scared you will scratch my car. Teehee. 
Goodnight people!

19.3.10

266 - Sushi




I'm missing sushi. Hope Bf gets his pay tomorrow so that I can stop disturbing him asking " U, I nak sushi :( " (You I want sushi). I know it annoys him. Hehehe.




I love you baby :3




265 - Thick



When I see myself in the mirror I see myself as thick. Not fat not skinny. I just can't understand why people look at me & they said I'm fat. I know I've gain weight mostly bottoms. But what the fuck, I have bottom-heavy body, those who own body's like beyonce. Yeah those bottylicious, curves whatever you call it. I got it from my mother side. I'm a bit fan of beyonce which why I believe this is not obese nor fat.

But I do know that getting opinions from people is a good thing to improve to be better but what if they interpret it wrongly? What if it's just stereotyping? You want me to show you a fat person? I'll show you one & I compare you to beyonce, then maybe, maybe you got it right this time.

However, I'm not happy with my thighs. I want to lose it, some of it. But I do love my bottoms, those like Kim kardashian. HAHAHA. Yesss, I love my bodyy! :3

What kind of music can you just not stand to listen to?

Those loud ones that I can't even understand what are they saying. I'm a lyrics person when it comes to music (:

Ask me anything

If you had access to a time machine, where and when would be the first place you travel to?

You know what, mind with me on this one ok (: If I had access to a time machine I would go mecca, during Muhammad was born. He's a true leader(If you've read his history) & I'll be very honour to live and know him during his days (:

Ask me anything

264 - Clean freak



Oh oh, we gonna meet today after he prays. Meeting together & spent quality time everyday never fails to make me go sexcited, don't ask me why.


Anyway, it kinda annoys me if I came across people or even houses that is so dirty. Because I'm a very hygiene person. It does not disgust me but it annoys. Both of this are completely different things so don't interpret this wrongly. It kinda annoys me if I'd step onto dirty floor which will make me rub my feet against each other to remove the dust or kept going to the toilet to wash my legs. Goddamn it, very annoying aye!


I missing my babes a lot. Feels like gazillion years I haven't meet them :(

263 - Forever 21


I want to buy graphic tees from Forever 21 & pair it with denim cutoff shorts. I want to shop so bad but I'm broke. Urghh! I fucking hate broke season! I wish I'm schooling now coz at least I'm able to save up money to pamper myself. Teeehee! I sound so spoilt. 


Anyway, I can't wait for monday! I want to hug kiss hug kiss my mum badly :(

Would you rather date a lot of different people, or be in a committed relationship?

Look at what I'm doing (:

I rather be in a committed relationship. Though the hurt is deeper but I don't want to be labelled playing around. Then a slut. Then etc etc.

I just want to settle down and let love find me. That was how my boyfriend found me & we believe we're destined because we are so different from each other. And based on experience, opposite attract so strong right?

Ask me anything

kak nor ni acah ,acah sori k sebab ckp kat kak nor ''kak nor tak semayang ke?" sori k...

I love you k acah (:
Next time tanya kakak depan-depan. Don't need to shout macam nak kasi sumer orang tahu. Kakak rasa bersalah taw.

Ask me anything

kak nor umur berape?

Hahaha. Cute la orang yang tanya soalan ni. I'm 19 (:

Ask me anything

262 - I can't text my heart


Yesterday I didn't get to grandsit because I had a sudden fever in the morning and my body was aching. I was awake by boyfriend calls (3 missed calls aye!). I guess I was pretty much tired. So yeah, we talk for awhile and we had a small tiff on the phone & it made me sad with what bf said. I can't explain how disappointed I am in that moment. He then appeared in front of my door to meet me & spent quality time together. He apologize and said he misses me so much that's why he reacted that way. I don't know what's up, but I know he's like that. The one that looks so strong but have a sweet heart, he just don't like to show his soft side always harsh at words. Maybe that's common but still I deserve a little respect. I've got a heart and I've got feelings. You can't just boom everything to me and make me hurt again and again. Can't you just say I miss you? There's no need to exaggerate our quarrels and make it a big issue. It's as simple as ABC. 


So yeah, I still love you and uou've been forgiven. I love you daddy :)


Me: You sayang I? (Do you love me?) 
Bf: Yes.
Me: How big? 
Bf: As big as the full moon. *kisses my hand and grip firmly*


I know at that very moment I really really want to hum halo song by beyonce. *baby I can feel your halo, pray it won't fade away* That's how I do it. I pray for us. I don't want you to fade away :3


Alright people! Goodnight! 

18.3.10

261 - Money is the root of all evil!


I miss my boyfriend a lot! We didn't meet today because we're kinda broke :( So he took the time sleeping the whole day. I took afternoon nap just now which explains why I can't sleep right now. We didn't message, only 1 or 2. I only had the opportunity to talk to him for awhile :(


My body feels so weak. I feel unwell to grandsit tomorrow. I hate waking up early morning. I not a morning person :(


I hope I can meet him tomorrow. Fetch me up or something. I miss you dady!

260 - Straight up!


Hi people! I'm a huge fan of Andrew Garcia & I really really want to hear more of his genius acoustic version. I don't know if I've posted his straight up video before but I don't care (: I'll never get bored of his music. Anyway, here's also Legaci staright up video promoting Andrew Garcia to win American Idol. I have to say that last week I just can't agree with America's votes, how the hell did Alex Lambert got out? He's one of the unique voice I've heard in the boys group, other than Andrew. And I was shocked to see Andrew in the bottom 2 again. It's just so sad to see incredible talents like Alex got eliminated :(


Ok, heres the video earthlings!




17.3.10

You are pretty. Y the low self esteem?

I'm pretty? Oh thanks but pictures can be deceiving so don't come to a conclusion yet. HEHE. I think I'm very naive & I really take people opinion about me too serious.

Ask me anything

How old is your grandmother ? What happened to her ?

We just estimate her age 74 yrs old. She was born during the World War in spore & the government during that time was rather not organize, that's why.

She fall and hit her head so bad that she suffered stroke. But she's recovering fast! :D

Thank you for the concern!

Ask me anything

Are you rich? How much you bought for your diesel jeans?

Oh HI! I'm not rich! More under the middle income group. And I bought my diesel jean for $120++, it was on sale. How do you know I have a diesel jean?


Thank you.

Ask me anything

AKU DAH FOLLOW MOLLOW KAU! ekekeke. - from ur secret admirer :) PS : Imma girl,HAHAHA

Thank you secret admirer. (Ah, yelah tu.) I'll check out your tumble dry later k k k! :D

Ask me anything

259 - Prayers


I wanted to pray but I haven't clean myself up. (Mandi hadas) & I hate it if someone just shout "Kak nor tak sembayang?" across the room (Why never pray?!). Like no manners like that. I got fucking reasons.

258 - You're so hard


It's crazy to love someone who hurts you. It's crazier to think that someone who hurts you loves you too.
Sometimes, I really wish he knows how I feels. Before even playing hard jokes on me, think of the situation & how i feels at that time. Some of your jokes left me a hard deep thoughts running in my head. Making me insecure, making me questioning over & over again even when I know you're mine and I'm yours. Because some of your jokes are too hard & with the harsh tone, it's sound so serious and real. I don't know. Hope you're reading this & put yourself in my shoes. 

(It's sounds like you don't know me anymore) 

Every night before going to sleep (I do reflection on myself everyday before sleeping), I always say this to myself "I'm gonna find a way to forget what you've done tonight". The question is until when will you realized? Just so you know I'm fine with jokes but not everyday, mind you.

Bye people! *5 more days till I can see my mom!*

257 - Be jealous of us bcoz we're too perfect


And oh, I forgot this part :)
Before sending bf home, 2 minah or girls (but so look like a minah) were staring at me while I'm with my boyfriend. Then I asked bf:


Me: You asal they stare kat i? (Why are they looking at me?) *mumbling about my low self-esteem*
Bf: Sebab you lawa & they jealous nampak kite together.(Bcoz you're pretty & they're jealous seeing us together.)


HAHA. The last part like my boyfriend very confident he's handsome that's why they're jealous. But yes lah baby! You are a handsome boy, in and out! :3 
Bf was being such a sweet boy, like a bunch of candy empire chocolates. But even a tons of chocolates can't even replace how sweet your heart is baby! & Oh, I'll try to avoid thinking negatively k. Sometimes people just need random comment on how beautiful they are. It's a boost and a great day to start with.


Goodnight people!  

256 - Personal Hairstylist


Hello avid readers! I just ended my conversation with bf on the phone. He's going to sleep for work tomorrow and I'm going to sleep soon too. I have to be at my grandma house by 8 am tomorrow. This time I'll be alone :( Oh man, boring lah! My siblings not tagging along as they have schools tomorrow, kayaking some more. Fun or what!


Anyway, I had fun with love tonight though we kinda quarrel for awhile just now. Nevertheless, I still keep on falling for you the minute after. We went Lan gaming again. (Sounds like addiction?) But it's not an addiction. Just kind of clueless where to go at 8.30 pm. It's too late to go so far like town or whatsoever right, so might as well hit places nearer home and cheap. Soon afterwards, baby told me to cut his hair short. (Mind you, I'm quite experience in hairstyling k!) So yeah, he like it! & oh, he cut mine too! But not too short as I just want to get rid oh splitting ends. 


Alright people, I'm going to sleep now & still, my brothers not home yet. Boys will be boys. 
I'm counting the days till my mom arrival in singapore. I'm missing mommy so much. Now I know how tired it is to be a mom. Because today I cook, wash and dry clothes, sweep & mop the house. Damn tired k. I love you mom!

16.3.10

255 - Temporary


I'm going to cook fried long beans, eggs with soya sauce, fried chicken wings and what else uh?
Should be enough right? Okay, I think I'm going to bounce off now. Meeting grandma again tomorrow!
I hope my food taste good. And oh, boyfriend gonna accompany me at home with younger brother, Dayat. Hehehe. I am a happy girl (:

Take care people!

254 - Marketing With Love


Ok guys. As I've promised, here's the post.
So yesterday, Boyfriend actually went up & greeted my grandma, uncle and my cousins. Some of them he'd met before so it's not that awkward. I don't know whether he planned this bcoz he was wearing new cotton on t-shirt. Somehow it gave me a hint as if he's dressing up well to meet the elders. Hehe, whatever it is it's a good sign & I like it! (: We then bounce to the nearest bus-stop with my younger brother, dayat. 

The moment we reached my home, I cooked for my father spicy mee goreng(Too spicy indeed!) Bf told me to put more soya sauce but to no avail. Hehe! But it's nice seh, just too spicy. Afterwards me & bf went off to Lan gaming play L4D2 for a hour and off to Jp for the remaining hours. We went mini marketing at fairprice. Feels like a newlyweds! (HAHA. Feeling-feeling only) I adore how much boyfriend look so serious in buying kitchen products and ohoh, he's damn sweet for being a gentlemen. Want to carry plastic bags for me la, cotton on bag la. (: So, like as usual we went to fulfill our stomachs at JP banquet....meet his friend, buy Iphone cover blablabla. ( I hate to make my post soo long!)

We took 180, had a exciting talk during the bus rides and he kissed me goodbye. We should go marketing again but this time real one ok! No more mini! Hehe. I love you bby! :3

15.3.10

253 - Stay tuned!


Ohmy! I'm so sleepy right now :(  I promised you people a proper update tomorrow okay! I'll be using my cousin laptop so mind with me as the connection is super slow. And I can't update my tumblr too :(


My eyes are going to shutdown already! Stay tuned for tomorrow post people! Bounce! :3

If you could go only to one restaurant for the next five years, which would it be?

Fish & co? OH MY! I'm really bad at this :( Im the type that loves to eat & yes, I have a couple (or even more) restaurant that I can't resist. 5 years is too long for me! & I do get bored & disgusted eating the same thing for 5 years. God bless me! Hehe :D

Thank you.

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If you have the chance to get engage now with your bf, will you take the chance?

Of course! Getting engage is okay as this further boost my relationship stability & commitments. I'm not prepared for marriage yet. Too heavy responsibility at my age right? Also I can get engage as long as 5 years and then proceed to marriage, thats fine for me! :D

Thank you!

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252 - You had me at hello


Boyfriend picking me up soon :D I told him to go upstairs & see my grandma but since my uncle is here at home, he's too nervous to go up. Anyhoo, I can't wait to see him! I love you bacin!

251 - We are the world, we are the children



Lets enjoy ourselves with a little music. A combination of artist be it young or old, here's for Haiti :D


250 - One Love


Looking after my sick grandma wasn't as bad as I imagined. She quite energenetic & yes, she recovering very fast too. Which is the good thing (: Having cousins looking after my grandma all together makes the surrounding fun and more lively. I thought it's gonna be boring but it turn out to be the oppossite. This is the extra factor and I thank god that I've have the opportunity to look after my grandma. && yes, with my mom praying for her at Umrah makes it extra easy don't ya'll think? I really am into the wonders of Allah. Have fun people! :3

14.3.10

249 - Transformers


OMG! Transformer movie in channel 5! Oh man I'm gonna miss watching this since I'm going out :(
Never mind, I have the DVD at home. Can play, pause, rewind, fast forward anytime I like. Teeeheee.
Ok. (this time for real) Bye people! :D

248 - Lan gaming


I didn't go barbecuing with my babes yesterday. Oh man :( What a miss! But I do promise I'll make up to you guys one fine day ok! I'm sooo missing you people so much!!!


& Oh, I have class outing to the Singapore Zoo with my w14l sakopek from Republic Poly. Tehee! It's been such a long time I hadn't visit my favorites & kecoh friends there! I hope my boyfriend can tag along so that I could introduce my zoo friends to him! :)


Now, I waiting for bf to pick me up & go Lan gaming. HAHAHA. (Kental I know) But what to do, playing games with him is fun && this means i can spent time with him tooo! I love you! Ok bye people! :3

IAM HERE AGAIN,jerok! Hehe. KK,link aku link! =) - azza

Jeroook?! Whoaaa dah pandai pakai bahasa aku ey! Koteng tuyek betol! Hahahaha. Member dah link uh ;)
ANW, kau ada tumblr eh eh eh ellla ehh?

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What's your favorite sport?

Used to be running but now It's swimming. Because of my boyfriend, we kept going for a swim every week and yes, I'm regarding it as my favorite sports too. Thank you.

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FADZ woots! Hehehe ^^ Sedihnye kau tk link aku. :( -azza

Hahaha. A'ah eh. I've got your link, even tag your tagboard but I forgot to link you. Kakaka! Sorry uh babe I can't have tagboard due to some reason but If you don't mind contact me thru here? :3

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I pray hard that my mom, Rahmah Binte Mohd Zain have reach Umrah safely & well. I pray hard that my mom, Rahmah Binte Mohd Zain is always under the protection of Allah. And I pray hard that my mom, Rahmah Binte Mohd Zain will reach Singapore safely & well. Amin.

& a big thankyou to my Bf, my friends and people who have pray for my mom too :3

I'm starting to miss you mom. I miss your presence here with us :(

247 - Piggy Bank broken


Sorry for the delay people. Just so you know, I'll be very very busy this coming 10 days as my mum is away to Umrah (holy place). The responsibility that I've used to handle is now triple times. I know! It's like the gravity is pulling down 10 times harder onto me. Also I've to look after my sick grandma as mentioned on my previous post. But don't worry people, 10 days is not that long right? :3
This also means I can't update my tumblr. Oh no, my tumblrity will surely drop *insert sad face*.


I'll be a sister, a girlfriend, a maid, a daughter and a temporary wife to my dad this 10 days. (I've to cook for my dad ok! :D) If my mom is a very good chef then I am the next good chef. It's all from the blood people. Teehe :3




The picture above (ignore his tired face but admire his cuteness :D)
Yes, that particular day, his piggy bank which we bought at Daiso broken and thus we have no choice but to count every single penny and notes. And WOW, I was shocked with how much he'd save in a month! I'm sooo admiring his enthusiasm for saving money. Keep it up with your activity ok baby?
And so, we went out to keep some into his bank and to spent some. He bought a medicine oil for his mom & a shoes for her too. He insist of buying a dress for me & my mom but I force him not too. Sweet much can?


I've to confess that I've got the sweetest boyfriend in the world. This is one of the reason why I'm so tight with him. Yes, I want him. I want to be his wife :D I know I treated him nice, I've been patient with him for years months and days and I know it's worth it. And I've thanked god that my prayers is answering bit by bit. I love you Muhammad Hilmi Bin Sunanwi.

10.3.10

Where's your favorite place to buy clothes?

Forever 21 , new look & cotton on (: Loove them especially when there's sale!

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Would you rather be a famous musician or a famous actor?

Woooo! I like this question! Famous actor is my pick :3

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What was your favorite year?

Last year. I just feel good with it. This year not even in my list yeah!

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246 - Lady Gaga



Currently listening to Lagy Gaga's new song - Don't call my name.
I don't really like Gaga but some of her songs are entertaining and this song is one of them! :3

I'm waiting for baby to end driving lesson at 11.15pm. Please hurry I'm missing you so much like how much I've been missing eating Ben&Jerry's :(

245 - Tumblr


I'm almost obssessed with tumblr now! Teeeheee! If you have a tumblr, follow me @ myreverie.tumblr.com & I'll follow you too okay! :3
Anyway, I'll be home tomorrow all day. This means I'm going to face BOREDOM. *Insert sad face* Nevertheless, BEST OF LUCK to my bf taking driving lesson tomorrow. And thank you baby for treating me tomyam when I'm almsot faint @ Lot1 due to gastric. I love you so much & please take care of the handmade gift I've done it for you.


To my babe syaf, I hope you doing fine there. When it comes to matter of disease like this, the helps of doctor but 60% of it mostly comes from god. So pray to god hard that your mom will get well very soon. I pray for you okay syaf because I don't want to see my best friend so down to earth. May Allah be with us, you & you mum love.


Good-early night people!

9.3.10

Where'd you find out about formspring.me?

A friend blog and I find it very interesting! Thank you babe :3

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What was the last book you read?

Tuesday with Morrie. NEVER GETS BORED READING IT. Thank you :D

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How would you describe your style?

Simple, unique and up-to-date. I've comments from friends & relatives saying that I'm a trend setter. HAHA. IDK. But nowadays I've been looking forward for studded dresses :3

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244 - The morning after


Like I told myself. The morning after, the war will end between us. And yes, I'm okay. We're okay! :3
Aku bukanlah Superman. Aku jugak bisa nangis. Jika kekasih hatiku pergi meningalkan aku. :D 

243 - Love has many definitions




 the way you smile. I  the way you can make me sad and happy a minute after. I  how natural when you're with me. I  the way you caress my hair and my face. I  the way you treat me like your wife. I  that you like my made meal. I  how funny you walk. I  how cute you're. I  you sepet eyes. I  how handsome you're. I  how sweet you're. I  when you called me your sayang, your bucuk, your Puteri Gunung Ledang. I  how you kiss me. I  the way you kiss me the 5 spots before sending me home. I  how mad and frustrated you're when I'm bad. I  the electric shocks when you're asleep. I  how tight you hug me. This list can go on and on. I  almost everything about you baby. Do you?