I getting use to edit pics .
Soso...can i show my pics now?
:D

Me& mira
9 years of relationship& still counting.
We are still so called "sisters".
(:

&& the next few pics are from my comp
but i couldn't remember when i took it.
well , bcoz they are someone im closed with,
i feel like uploading these pics.

pH paper :D
My Amths irritating buddy.
Nah, i shld be the irritating one.
:D
I love this buddy.

Jop a.k.a Bear bear.
Ya, he is soo serious looking butbut hes cool.
No doubt.
(:
&& i love this bro.

This is the loudspeaker.
So irritating yet its okay.
I like loudness than silence though.
&& i love this boy.
:D

OH! Khai was left out. I don't have your pic. Too bad luh.

SAKINAH !!! I want the pics that we took in class today.
YUP, if you guys are wondering,
me & sakinah spent time snapping pics in class.
Call us "bad girls" & we wont bite you rather than
calling us "bitches" where we would chase you.

ENG ASSIGNMENT:
Dear Mr. loveable
I just want you to know that you had treat me superbly good.
Your love for me can't resemble any of my other love story.
You have made an impressive scar in my life.
You are my armour when i go to war, you are my safeguard.
Without you, my armour, i'm worthless and
i would be killed in a slaughtering situation.
You boost up my life and made me continue
to pursuit you in this exhausting love story.
Please tell me that our love is infinitely strong and
it would nvr end until it was time for us to go.
Boy, what shld i do to enrich our love story?
what shld i do?
.................
Gf, you shld be glad that i want to post this.
:D

Mum dad, i swear i want to watch this movie. Pls pls pls.
I'm a fanatic of this movie since like the very first time i watched it's first "bourne identity" to "bourne supremacy" and now, to their 3nd edition, "bourne ultimatum".

I tell you, and i bet it is the greatest tense, action/adventure, triller and sequel
movie ever as he finally knew who he is. Yes, judging from it's BEST last 1st & 2nd edition, this time it is more than that...thus,
I WANT TO WATCH IT!!!

&& Sakinah, i hoped you enjoyed ur gwen stefani concert. (:
Awww... i just wish i could go too.

- Got mt olvl result on yesterday. & yes, i gonna retake.
The word " retake" is clear enough to tell you how bad it was.. so i shant elaborate.
:D

Coming to 4 years of relationship.
& still counting.
I STILL LOVE HER.
SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND ~!!
I'm GLAD she is.

& yes, i accomplished my editing style.
Self study ya.
(:

Next upcoming week is a hell...
Ya, gonna be busy with the upcoming events..
So, see you guys soon.
:D

JAcintha's sweet sixteen birthdae party.
A VERY VERY VERY GRAND BIRTHDAY PARTY INDEED.

Class 4/3 is love

Me & sakinah. (:Sakinah... (: (sexy!)My friends...ooo.. oinkoink**

" The beauty& the beast "
Or you prefer
"the bitches & the jerks "
(:
Cuteness !!!Xn bf.
Hahaha.
JOKING ~!!! A scandal again but this time with a child
OMG!! I know (:
hahahaha
Okay, joking again.
Im being sarcastic.

& the finger licking good food !!!! I think i was talking to sakinah in the middle of the
dance floor.
I was pointing there & she was pointing nowhere.
(:
& eventually, we went wild on the dance floor.
Its not illegal & sorry if the pics is too obscene.
(birthday gal: middle, wearing black)
We took mrt & snap here n there.
We looked pretty short here.
MIND you, we are 160++ tall.
The party ends at 11p.m & i reach home at 12-1p.m

&& thanx jacintha for inviting
I bet class 4/3 had a blast that day.
Its a bombastic event.

WE HAD FUN !
(:

Lets emphasized the word for today.
" Isn't it romantic? " or was it just another " Confusion of confession? "
To get revolve in this kind of thing such as love for a long period of time might be tiring + confusing.
& that was why we have break-time, but in this case it was called single.
& get this straight,
Give me a room to breathe la deh.....
His craved name was still in my heart and sooner it will be gone...thus im trying.
Okay, enough of this. I'M TIRED.

& FUCK WITH EMOs la sey. I'M NO EMO. ITS just a make-up boy.
I will upload photos on JACINTHA'S GRAND SWEET SIXTEEN.... super duper loves the celebration.... (:
& photos on celebrating national day tmr, maybe.

perasaanku ini tersentuh
apabila rindu ini berlagu...

Don't go far.. don't fall... but let it fade by itself coz it is less painful.
Pls...

Okay. Hello again. Time is now soo precious. They went by just like that & it is mostly wasted.
SO ya, yesterday was mainly lots of unknown & unfamiliar calls. 1 confess that they know me since sec 1 & start asking me whether i'm available N said i have changed a lot. Another 1 confess that he is a friend of ashraf's ex gf & wants to know me better, OHMY, ashraf will get FUCK UP if he know this. Seriously.

First caller was raizan? something like that, uh. So ya, i highlight some of the conversation.

Zan: Hello. masih kenal tk raizan? Im used to talk& chat& even when out with you once when you was still in lower sec.
Me: Saper sey? serious, tk kenal. Look okay, i cant talk long becoz this is my bro hp which is actually my old hp no. Aniway, wat do you want?
Zan: Alamak, darah naik sak dgn pompuan ni. Takkan tk kenal? Baru 16 dah sombong sey.....(drag voice)
Me: Eh, ni bkn sal sombong la. Im talking to someone i don't know or i don't remember. Wat if im talking to someone who already had childrens,,,, i nvr noe.
....bla bla bla....

So ya... then the conversation went on even though i wanted to stop it. He talk a lot bout his life nowdays. The purpose he called me was becoz he was bored....so search for old contacts & walaaaa, i'm one of them.

Next was ashraf ex gf's friend. Wat the hell he want from me la sey. Im not even close to ashraf ex gf. Duh. & i think his name is farhan? Wth.

Farhan: hello, you fadzilla kan?
Me: oh, hello! yes, i'm fadzilla but you are?
Farhan: farhan. Masih ada contact dgn ashraf lagi?
Me: oh... farhan? who is farhan? Ya, i'm still in contact with ash. Asal?
Farhan: uhm, well, kenal ash ex gf? I'm a friend of hers.
Me: oh. & why would she give my no to you & from where did she get my no?
..... bla bla bla.

Kinda ironic coz me & ash's ex gf was totally not close due to some reasons.... sooo...
uh, somebody help here. I'm not good at this. (:

I have to meet ashraf today as usual but becoz, i'm too tired& amira wanted to go to my house to lend something... I went home instead. My eyes are getting worse day by day. I don't want to go to sch & i don't have the initiative to see a doctor. (:
Kwnku best bangat....2 weeks mc la sey. Gerek nye! (:

I just don't have the time to update. Kinda busy but not really busy. Get the drift? Lets just say that i kinda wanted to make my days busy. Okay. (:
Well... i been thinking about this 'coincidence of love' since long long time ago. Im sorry but i have to quote it since i cant really give it name. Ya, you know, its a public blog. Sometimes, i have to admit that i did fall for you & at the same time its kinda confusing coz you were like a stranger. Then everything went chaos when all my exs started to get in touch with me back. & yes, i just didn't have the guts to say those 3 words to you. Neither i wanted to say bad things to my ex which might hurts their feelings. I so feared bad timing. Sometimes, i just wonder, why am i so good to them that i sacrifices my heart even though I'm aware that the consequences might be severe. So, lets just be straight to point okay... I wanted to not get in touch or forget you at least... Oh, i know i had said this a couple, perhaps million times.. but im trying. Its great love... You have made a huge impact in my life. A very very huge impact.. You know, this person i fall in love with was far far way better than me & I'm giving up. I'm running away from the reality; i hope its not a fact that he fall for me too. I hope its not. But you will still be in my memories & my blessings lists. & thanks for the memories, its a tresure.

If you guys were wondering, why am i soo emo on this post was because i heard news on my friend's love life continued by discussion n opinions & one of them said that sometimes when time no longer gives us the chance, we just have to move on & get a life. Its no use to look behind, it will just hurts more. Wat my friend had said, i have to agree with it... i think its true.
& ya, i apologise if you find this post boring. Have some consideration though. (:
I will update soon.

OH-MY, Someone was admitted to hops. NO!!! Better get well soon. I don't want to lose someone i loved & who appreciates me.

Okay. If you are wondering about sakinah's tagging, yes, i did not came to sch today. Its not that i had a fever or flu... or anything from that sense. Its not. Tuesday was the day that the thing hit me. It was when i wanted to get up from my sitting position & the way i got up, maybe it was wrong and it hit me hard around my thigh part. But, i can still walk properly & in fact, run too. The next day(wed), i had P.E. This was when the matter got worst coz we played rugby. Rugby consist of lots of running, defending and skills. So ya, i kinda stretch my pain to the limitation even though i know it was painful...& i still play until the end of the game. Ridzwan told me to get the ball& charge forward, but i told him i cant run anymore. I do the defending instead coz i thought it was much easier. But wth, I was push hard by shawn... tercampak la sey. Then yes, more n more pushing coz i was mainly the target. Fooo. (:
So after P.E, i walk more slower to reduce the pain. I cant laugh hard coz it hurts & etc. So now, even though i was resting at home, i cant stand or sit for a long period of time. & even better, i still cant walk at my normal speed. But, nvm. I will try. See you guys tmr (:

Oh gosh, i cant get to you.
Don't fall apart from me.
Okay.
(:

Okay cool. Pics for today. But still, i couldn't get some of the racial harmony photos. But nvm, i will upload it once i have it. (:

FRIDAY : Racial harmony day!
PPLS are sooo pretty awesome!

Theres tons of grp pictures taken but wth,
I'm still waiting for that person to sent it to me.
(:

SUNDAY :
step 1: went out with family!
wooooo~!

Step 2: spring cleaning! UH, look at my silly face.
Just being CRAZY= ME. (:
& oh, check out this next part.
The best windy, cooling ,peaceful place you had ever been on.
Really la!


Tuesday(24.07.07) :
Step 1: board the bus to pulau semakau & camwhore.
Look at my silly face again.
wooo~! ( crazy= me)
Sakinah would know how noisy i am in the bus.
bingit kan aku.
tk uh, ko lagi. (:
Frankly speaking, they were praying. (berdoa dalam iman)
(; wink**

The map of semakau island!
The big part(outline in green) was the reclamation land
& the place where we went to, was a fake land. & still, it looked so original.
Cool kan? & the climax was, they used ashes of our dirty thrown rubbish.
& it doesn't stinks! (:

I wish there is F1 cars here. Weird, the pics turned out darker from the facts.

It looks spooky here coz of the dark clouds.
But its way different from wat it really looks like.
Uhm, get the drift?

Ooooo.... look there.
Obviously, we were a bit kanchong of the wildlife animals( not dangerous of coz),
rare birds were found there...
& again, we camwhore!

Me& Alvin!( very very windy, indeed)

Me & sakinah. Cute la dia!

I find this pic funny. Muke cam steam eh?
& i like harveen posed. Very the dramatic gituk kan?
(:

OH, i LOVE THIS CLASS.
KANCHONG. CRAZY. ALL FOR 1.
PRETTY PRETTY PPL.
(:

thats all folks.
THESE PICS ARE UNEDITED.
thank you.
(:

Okay. I'm back & theres too many things to talk about. But let just summarise it all okay.

Friday - Racial harmony day! Great event. Why? All of my classmates were all wearing traditional costumes . COOL kan? I bet, our class gonna win the photo competition. Lets have a cheers. x)
Then.. supposedly school ends at 3 plus, coz theres a racial harmony concert or watsoever at 2pm but many of my classmates went out of sch instead. See, my class so cooperative...heheheh.
Then, went home & changed. Meet monkey....bla bla bla & yes, i shan't elaborate. thank you.
P.S - I'm sorry if i did not take any calls that day. I'm just want to be alone once i meet monkey.

Saturday - Err... i don't really remember much. But at night, i followed my mum to dont noe where & i remembered that i end up talking with the committees & zaki. Oh, thanx zaki for your spare time to entertain me. Stupid monkey was asleep sia. penat sgt kaper?

Sunday - Went out with family. Oh, bring me family on weekends.. super duper fun la. Then, as usual every two weeks, we will have spring cleaning. Duh, my parents plus plus plus their children were to busy to clean up the house on weekdays. kuang3. x)
Then went out again.... bla bla bla bla.

I will post some pictures on racial harmony day once i have the time. okay
x)

OH, its beautiful. I tell you, its beautiful.
Its picture perfect.
Don't let it go.
I tell you the truth.
I tell you my feelings.
Pls, don't let it go.
I find a way to tell you the truth.
I find a way to be with you.

I still loves ur mysteriousness.
& that profound super deep meanings.
x)