A poem which actually touches my heart. Credits to Eli for showing me her bro's Riang Ria magazine :D It is in bahasa melayu so sorry for those non-malays.

-Untuk bonda-

Biarpun mereka semua golongan insan terkemuka

Disanjung di seluruh dunia

Dikagumi kerana kehebatan mereka

Dimasyurkan kerana sejarah mereka

Namun bagiku bonda adalah insan pertama

Yang patut dipuji dan diteladani,

perlu dikasihi dan disayangi

Bonda sanggup berkorban apa saja agar

anaknya bahagia dan berjaya

Sayangilah bonda selagi dia masih ada

Kerana doa dan restunya membawa wangian dari syurga

Absorb the poem and reflect. Have you done enuf to make ur mom happy? Have you appreciate her presence so far? Think again. I think deep down inside you guys know the answer.

Till here then, goodnight!

Quote of the day: "Im sorry if im not perfect but this is all that i could give you; my whole heart"

- Tilt ur head to get a better view-

Today free period from 8am-11am. Whoa...slacking i tell you. Like syaf said, "Fadz masih in holiday mood". You're soooo right sweetheart! I havent start any revision for olvl...whoawhoawhoa, matimatimati. & yet, prelims is like a few more weeks? MUGGING lagy la ni eh fadz? yes sir, yes sir three bags full :D

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Ardy: Fadz! Teman me go pasar malam kat bpp jom! I know you miss me kan...tak payah nak cover cover. Ahahaha!

Me: Whoa...who miss you sia? Tak sampai la seyh. Ahaha. Kk, that was a joke. You got many scandals and gfs what....lermak, sibuk jek suruh org temankan. Tak malu.

Ardy: Nabei. Mentang2 dia ada someone in heart, kwn and exes sumua dah tak heran ey. Menyampah. Btol ey tknk temankan, its my treat yknow. Jgn menyesal.

Me: Ohh. So ni ape? I would only go out with guys who belanja me ey? Lermak. Okay, tuu i assumes ajek. Haha! Org malas larhh nak keluar...aku kan dah gemok, kau uh kasy aku makan byk2,,,treat aku lagy lahh. AHAHA!

Ardy: kk, anything just beep me yaw, okay pig.

Baa alif baa yaa btol. Akku ni ape? Sumer dah panggil aku baa alif baa yaa...kan mcm pfft tuu. Ahaha. Whoa..i think Anugerah band called "putra" did a great performance today. See...abg salikin friends are awesome. Let me repeat that, they are AWESOME.. Abg ikin, i miss going gig and k.pok.po go jamming with ya luhh. Aft ns we go out okay...weeee :D

See...tis girl like no shame like that.

P.s : Im sorry to bbyboy, who loves green and dare himself to play skate, for the misunderstanding today. I hope you dont take it too hard. Sorrysorry.

Quote of the day: "I close my eyes and began to pray, that you will never change a single bit."

Once a while, buat muker sememek okay per :D

First and foremost, happy vesak day for indians and happy holiday for those who are not celebrating... Geee :D

I slack whole day. Mak tak kasy keluar, mcm ******* btol. Kk, tkper. (so mummy, dont blame me if im getting more like baa alif baa yaa okay :D )

Sexy love- neyo-

She makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up
Just one touch
And I erupt like a volcano and cover her with my love
Baby girl you make me say

And I just can't think
Than to hear you sing
When we do our thing
Baby girl you make me say

Sexy love girl the things you do
(Oh baby baby) Keep me sprung keep me running back to you
Oh I love making love to you
Baby girl you know your my

I'm so addicted to her she's the sweetest Drug
Just enough
Still too much say that I simp and I'm sprung all of the above
I can't help she makes me say
And I just can't think
Than to hear you sing
When we do our thing
Oh, Baby girl you make me say

Oh baby what we do it makes the sun come up
Keep on lovin' till it goes back down
And I don't know what I'd do if I would lose your touch
That's why I'm always keepin' you around... my sexy love

Round up for today's - FUN but TIRED. Gah. Im too tired to blog now, hmm. Lagipun, like theres ppl actually took the time to read my blog aniway. Haha. My post are super lame and boring, boring and lame fadz la kan..

And today: daddy being suchha custard puff :D (or issit me?) haha!

Me: Ayah, nak duit blh? I wanna go candy empire kat vivo.
Ayah: Ape,Duit? Ler, go check my banking acct and see the balance (senyum selebar-lebarnye)

Me: Alaa, abeh pergy fishing dgn friends balik mlm tinggalkan mak tidur sorang2 blh ey.

Ayah: I go fishing carik mknan, rezeki yknow.
Me: Yelah, balik takda ikan punnnnn.....aiyoyoyo, weak uh daddy ni. Entah, pegy fishing ke tdak.

Ayah: hmmph. Alright, nnt we go vivo okayyyy.

Me: sygggg sama dier....lalalalala (do the hocky pocky dance) :D

So jyeah, me and family headed vivo, then to causeway and go eat at jelapang's. Whoa...penat la seyh. Nasib baik ada transport, klau tidak...i want somebody to carry me. Aku tak kesah, walaUpun penat mengangkat ku yg seberat 8394278154756 mega-kezillion pound ni. (whoa, torture ni fadz. Jahat seyh) Haha. Okay, that was fake. Aku baik okay. You give me love, i give you shitass love. Funney. Heh!

kk, i shld go b4 i prolong my lame shits.

Goodnight loves! :D

Quote of the day: "All that matters is that you treat me right and give me all the things i need, that money can't buy with, yeah."

Wearing long pants and sch P.E t-shirt; i sweearrr me and amalina looked like some dancers or wushu people or aerobics people. Takleh carry gerlgerl. And i think i lost too much weight doing that. AHAHAHAHA(kk, inside joke)
And dgn tidak sengajanye, me, lina and this chinese gerl(idk how to spell out her name, kental i know), tak habis habis meyaksikan beberape couples membuat bisnes mereka. NON-STOP HITS, i tell you. "They not tired uh?", said the friendly chinese girl i got to know today. AHAHA. Pegy la tempat sensible sikit, not good for teenagers yknow. Like no shame like dat. AHAHA (fadz mcm faham) :D

Somehow, i dont really understand the meaning behind say goodbye- chris brown.

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

(The next nenek generation wearing sexy clothes and camwhore, fuuh canggih :D)

Today is a tragedy and i dont wish to talk about it. I hope everyone is okay now and i hope she is okay bab kate pepatah peribahasa melayu, "berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul".

Pelan pelan alright gf, i will always be there for you. Your great lost, is also part of my lost so lets go thru thick and thin together. I will be very grateful for that. Ty.

The teddy bear on ur right sooo super cutee laa... I cant stop laughing looking at it. Weeeee! I got bende baik from bbyboy....kakakaka! Lawak uh ni bdk. (No shame)

Quote of the day: "You'll always be a part of me. Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby. And we'll linger on. Time can't erase a feeling this strong"

Muker busok dan bacin btol arr kau fadz. Tgh kesejukkan ini. Enggak tak tau sih. Nauzubilah, like no shame like dat. Haha! I was fucking pissed off with somebody in sch this afternoon, abeh now poor internet connection pulak... kthxbai! kk tkper, endure. 1,2,3 go.

I was busy enjoying the free movies and planned to watch ayat ayat cinta in some cool website...tapy kan, tapy kan...i was not able to do so, BLAME THE INTERNET LUH! Baa alif baa ya btol!
And today during geography, syaf invented some sentence that can be made as a symnomns? Ape kebende sak...ahaha! Arrr...stratch that.
Eg. Felda - Fadz, Eli lari dari Amalina (sbb aku bau taik ah)
And Felcra- Fadz, eli lari cari rambut Amalina.(sbb rambut kau hilang? Botak)
See, even now i still remember it. Ahaha! Clever syaf.

And another formula made by bbyboy which just terlintas di fikiran saya.
;Syg you -( - syg you) = Syg you + Syg you = 2Syg you.
Abeh lepas tu, the probability of getting '2syg you' is 1/2. -this is mine. Ahaha! (macam faham la kite-kite ni)
Kepada org-org yg sekarang tgh garu kepala dan tgh menunjukkan muke terselenge bacinnya, maksod bbyboyku itu ialah, eg. 1-(-1)= 1+1= 2 ( this is applied in maths la bodoh, pergi belajar la.)

Quote of the day: "But I will go down with this ship. And I won't put my hands up and surrender. There will be no white flag above my door. I'm in love and always will be".

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore. It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score. And why do we like to hurt, so much? I can't decide. You have made it harder just to go on. And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong. That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa. That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa. I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating. And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa. I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here. Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here. I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn. Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard. Hey, make your way to me, to me. And I'll always be just so inviting. If I ever start to think straight. This heart will start a riot in me. Let's start, start, hey! Why do we like to hurt so much? Oh why do we like to hurt so much?. That's what you get when you let your heart win! Whoa. That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa. That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa. Now I can't trust myself with anything but this. And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Im fucking pissed off with insert your name here. Kimak btol uh ni insert your name here! Kalau tak suker blh bobal kan. Tak payah nak tipu-tipu belakang aku. Abeh, kau peh bodoh, nak tipu pun tk tahu nak pakai akal kaper boy? At least tipu jangan kasi aku nampak uh. Ni dah tipu boleh pergi daerah tempat aku lepak-lepak padahal cakap dgn aku kau dah balik rumah. Kau tak kasi aku ikut cakap uh, bukan aku nak tuduh-tuduh kau per. Bodoh sak. Tuhan kasi akal, pakai uh sikit. Nak tipu pun tak betul. Merepek bodoh kau!

Okay, thats it. Tc!

Today, unfortunately was not soo slacking day bcoz i managed to complete some overdue homeworks. Geee :D Abeh after completing those fcuking assignments, kita slackers start topic, berbual mcm mak nenek to the core till the end of the sch lesson.

Plus today, i got my Social Studies paper and guess what, i dont know how and IJUSTDONTFUCKINGKNOWHOWTHEHELLIDIDGETTHEHIGHESTGRADEINCLASS.

I swear i was trembling upon the results and the moment teacher said "haiya, you really make my paper no standard"(i was like UH? *sotong face). I was shocked, jatuh sekejap ke tanah bumi(fuuh bakunye) and then i realised it was reality. Like eli said, "expect the unexpected" because i really did nt studied for good governance, so my ans for the essay was like tikam tikam giler baa alif baa ya punya. Even Sakinah could see my reaction of how stressed up i am when reading the essay question that time. But alhamdulilah, terima kasih banyak banyak kepada yang maha berkuasa, Allah dan doa restu sesiapa-siapa yang mendoakanku. Ty.

Till here then, take care.

Quote of the day: "I dont wanna hurt my feelings any further, even though i really love you, i gotta smile cuz i deserve too. I gotta be fine without you, it will all get better in time."

What a day. And please, just forget about the incident in the sch library today or watsoever. Ty.

And im sorry if i being too harsh to anybody.

Jyeah, eventually i saw my mat-rep-tk-menjadi friends after sch with nana, khai and rueben...gee, happy fadz.

Today was so slacking like seriously. N tmr will be another slacking day. Till here then, gotta have my afternoon nap, ngantok! :D

Quote of the day: "Cuz im here for you, and i know ill be okay though my skies are turning grey. Ill be there through it all, will u then stay and be my guardian angel?"