Booohuuu. Im so bored today :( Rotting at home & for godsake i dont want to gain weight. Oh please, tidakkkkk! Even though i love eating. Im satisfied with the boobs, tits and curves i have right here. Just need to tone up my arms and legs. Woooo!

Ohh well, i was boring and i decided to visit my berzaman punye tagged. And i saw my secondary sch pictures. Which reminded me of a particular moment during sec sch when i was about to board a bus to go home frm school. And so i tap my ez-link card and shockingly it says "Pay cash". I checked my wallet and looked for some coins. To my suprise, i dont have any! And so dengan semangatnye dan muke tembok-nye, i said to the bus driver, "uncle. I dont have any cash right now. Can i ride the bus for free...?" (insert muke se-sedih-nye) The bus driver being so selfish and hard-hearted told me to get off the bus. I got down and the whole people in the bus was looking at me. HOT kepe aku! HAHAHA! (motivate diri sendiri seh fadz)

I miss my girlfriends a lot! And my dear sakinah request for a shoppinggg spreee together as school going to start soon...(fuuuyoooh!) And i miss my boo. Hes been sleeping from 2pm just now. And previously at 5pm he called me and we talked for awhile. And then he says he want to continue sleeping again. Alaaahai. Dah macam baa alip baa yaa. Oh well, like matair dier jugak la tu. Hehehehe. Time American Idol lagik shiok. He keeps calling every commercial and when the show starts he says bye. HAHAHA. Maha sweet!

But he can be super sarcastic. I asked him,

Me: U! U tahu nk pajak emas?
Him: Go kedai emas than say want to pajak. =_=

Besar peh kurang ajar la seh. Tapy takper. Still my favourite bf. Sweeet kepe aku! HAHA! I have to go. Ok bye!

Okay best. After succha long time. I finally, sungguh finally dot com, decided to update my blog. Alhamdulilah. Amin. *hah!* And yeah azzzza! Aku update ni! *jumps 20 times* I just dont know why i get so over-ly egg-cited. And yet, theres so many things i need to update.

First and foremost, i hope my dearly classmates Valarie get well soon. Speedy recovery and take good care of ur health okay! I know you can survive. U are a strong girl. We all knew that. We all were standing by you, hoping and praying outside the ICU room. Definitely worth the time spent there. We all love you. Im not being mushy mushy here but really, we care for you!

And today i spent time with boify at his cribs helping him with his project. Its his project work but the teammates didnt even care about it. So im the only person he had. *Alahai kecian nye*

Him : U! Handwriting u cantik kn? Tulis kan, draw kan i ah.
Me: Cantik eh? *fuuhh! Terus kembang nk mampus and i dont know what face expression i did*
Him : EHH! RILEK AH U! Kembangg tak perlu dgn muke muke sekali ah.
Me: Alaaaa. *insert cute tone*

Aku boleh "alaaaa..." lagik eh. Syabas dot com. Haha. Anniversary coming and his driving lesson coming. No money, no fun ah abeh. Plus i promise my bf that i will treat him pizza or pepperlunch if he pass his BTT. Macam siak. Duit nk korek maner siol. Lagik, i told him for this anni i wanna buy same sneaker (like vans or wat) together. Check bank account...melalak ah & complaint kat bf duit dah habis. And, i owed my darling sakinah 50bucks. Arrghhhh! Stress stress stress!

Cute kepe bf aku. He just called me and complaint, (soory if its too obscene)

Him: U! I tady makan 10stick hotdog satay. Abeh Skrang badan i gatal2, nk terberek pun ada.
Me: Abeh you dah garuk badan u? Dah Berak?
Him: Ni tgh garuk. Abeh tady i nk berak tkleh berak. Ni baru skarang rasa macam nk berak.
Me: UHH? U rase nk berak? Pegy toilet lah.
Him: OH AH AH EH. k bye.

My bf ni clown laa. Bende kecik pun kena blang. Pastu dah tahu nk berak kena blang aku. Haha. Stoppit eh u. Suspect kuat my girlfriends pun think he's a clown. He made us laugh by his stupid and clumsy actions. Best part kat kopitiam SGH. Gerek kepe. HOHO.

Okla. Im goonna talk to him later and go sleep. Heee. I blog soon aite. Enjoy my blog songs. K bye.

Love. My love. Let me into your dreams. Open your heart again and hear me. Baby, i need you so. Dont turn from me now, or all is lost. I am lost. Love. My love. Great noval by Nora roberts, spellbound. Two tumbs up ah okay! Uhh. Thank god. I cant sleep and this book accompany me thru the night till now. Plus not to forget my husband singing me nice songs making me much more comfortable. Confirm korang dah pikir macam-macam. Husband = laptop aku! Yaaa, betol betol betol betol! Haha. Aku giler aku tahu. *senyum selebar-lebarnye*

Today have dinner with bf who hav been craving KFC (entah dah kenape). And the moment we were at Lot 1, he asked : "You, nak gy mane?" And i replied + raise my voice (Ha-Ha!) : "Nak pegy makan lah! Kate you lapar!" Abeh dah tu tkper, boleh marah aku : "Abeh! Cepat la sikit jalan!" And once KFC was right in front of us he gave me a veryyy superrr lame joke. "You, i..actually kn dah kenyang" I gave him a very peng face uh. And before i was about to say something, lucky (betol betol luckky) he said "kidding! I lapar nk mkn KFC!"*and give me a wide smile* Nasib baik dier cute. Kalau tak.. Dier dgn KFC sekali mampus. In KFC dier beli byk mknan, pastu aku yg kena habiskn. Aiyooo. He claims, "you gemuk takpe, still sexy, jangan i gemok. Terus tak hansem". Dier kate dier hansem...fuhhh perasann lebihh laa brother. Hahaha. (i hope he's not reading tis. Kakakaka!)

Aye. Its late. K bye :D

Hello. Sorry for not updating. Been busy and lotsa lazy. Haha. Fadz memang belum berubah lagy. Setan malas keluar lahh pleasee..! Schling drawing near so harus/must/penting/sekali (ape aku merepek!) be discipline. Chey speaking ah abeh! Plus, i just check out rp website (thanx to syaf) haha! thankyou for giving me chills too :D Urgh! Stupid puntuality. Mcm tahu jer aku tkleh bangun pagy..hmm. Rwarrr..aku marah uh sei!

Anyway...everyday have been with bf. Tak jumpe pun kena dgr suara dier. Ok. Sheessh. And today we went eat Mac plus surfing net. And he created suchaa situation in the bus. I swear eventhough we are officially bf&gf but the way we treat each other is more, waaayyyy moreee. He's like a total package. My bf, my friend, my brother, my role model, my husband..chey the last part insyallah. I love you my fav&worst bf! Teeheee.

Wednesday ada appointment with rp...!! Urgggghhh! Lecehnyeee..!

K bye!

Darn! I've been sneezing since this afternoon. Terima kasih to those abok-abok while cleaning up my room yang macam tong sampah. Now my room is slendid! Chey action ah dah bersih! (Sakinah bilik kau biler?) HEHEHE! Thank you very much now that my nose is red and painful. Arghhh! Sakit ah abeh!

Well, i followed my parents to bpp earlier. And i bought naked fish. Weeee. Dah lamer siol tk makan ikan bogel! Oh my, that's sound so wrong. Gaga! And my parents bought ice blended from starbucks. Cool or wat! (:

I misss my girlfriends...!!! I want to dye my hair and get a new look in my rp student ID. Highlight my hair. Ask my boify to dye my hair! (Dia ckp kalau serambai, dia mampus) ABEHH!Chey tkdalaa.. And and do something stupid during the enrollment. SO that ppl would remember me. Weeee. Hot kepe aku! K bye.

Love is a 4 letter word

Argh! Bite me man! Puas hati kasy aku pills and let me overdose myself. Happy sikit. Peace at last, parents happy. Happy ending isnt it? Should be ah abeh! Bravo la siol. After suchaa long time, stress is back. Yay, thanx stress. I hate you stress. Bleah.

I wish they are much more understanding and believe in me. Im not like those girls out there who doesnt know whats the different between lust and love. I know what i should treasure. For god sake, im 18. Cant u just let me drive my own life? Yes, of course i still need you to help me thru but please dont break my freedom. It just like you taking away the air i breathe. How am i suppose to be like you? Its tough. Yes, i knw when you were young, dating is rare. Only once in a blue moon you guys would meet up. But this is 2009, its different. Its my time to shine. You, yes you are guiding me thru, not banned me or something. Haiyoyoyo. I dont know what i should do. Stress ah stress ah siol.

Anyway, thank you syg for ur understanding. I really hope u're not mad or something. If u are, its best u tell me than sinking it inside ur heart and rot it out till it become a burden. I hope not. My sweetheart Md. hilmi still made my day even though we had a tough time figuring out what are we suppose to do. Awwwww-sommme! And he never fails to melts my heart.

On the middle of the lecture, i text him this,

Me: Will you still love me if we cant see each other that much? Im
really am sorry.
And he replied: Of course! Tak semestinye tak jumpe hari2
the love will fade away. No matter what my heart belong to you.

AWWWWWWWWW! Cair sial aku! Jangan ketawa ah, aku cair ok!
(:

Somebody msg me at 3am. God, mira mira. Nonsense dunie akhirat. K bye.

Wish i could fly

Oh my god. Eventually after several hours, i've managed to update and renew my blogskins and all. And to my friends with blogs, if you're happen to pass by my blog PLEASE leave your link. I've lost all. Especially those who have change their blog url. Penat ah abeh.
Im actually hearing to misteri jam 12. Well dah jady routine my family, nak buat ape. Takot tak takot, tak boleh tidur peh pasal. Telan air liur sendiri ah abeh. But what the hell, bab kate KC tiada siapa yang boleh menggesakn kebenarannya. So its up to you to believe the story. Okgo!

So yeah. Today's a weird and sick day. Im rotting at home. Got my mood down. Thanx to somebody. Heheh. But its ok. I regretted not going out with you cuz i miss you dear. I felt guilty. You see, haiyoyyo. Fadz cant stay mad at people for long. So good eh kau fadz? Nonsence dunie akhirat ah abeh. I just cant get mad and play merajok punye perangai for days ah, tak jady. Kerepot kerepek apek merepek. K, its 2.15 in the morning and i have to go. K bye.

Happy 1month anni my pork cecah ngan milo bf.

Cish takdela.. =p

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BOIFY.

I LOVE YOU TILL THE END.

"Aku hanya ingin kau tahu

besarnya cintaku

Tingginya khayalku bersamamu"

Everyone's busy with life.
Every weekdays.
Prehaps everyday.
But, me, busy like a bee with love life.

Blogs under histus, will resume soon.
Muhd hilmi bin sunanwi is love (:

Last word on earth

Say hello to my ache enemy, *HUAHUAHUA*

TIME!!

Fuck! I dont need people reminding me that fucking Os is in 3months time or even less than that. Bcoz i know it damn well already! I dont need more pressure from you guys cuz i know im pressuring myself already. LOLNESS. I think im gonna go crazy. AND I FUCKING SWEAR, AFT THE LAST O'S PPR IM GONNA SCREAM LIKE A MAD GIRL. Haha!

Okay, on a lighter note im putting my blog on hiatus. So that friends and me can start revising already. Okay fadz! Be a good girl and open ur books for only this 2-3months. And eventually after the fucking nightmare, you can enjoy all day and night. *YESH SIR!* Lerhh lame..

And ya, my tagboard will resume aft Os. Ahaha. Thats it. If theres any emergency please call the police bcoz i dont have the power to save you. If theres anything that i shld know abt, pls contact my all 3 mobile numbers. Or you can even type in my msn address and contact me via email
@ - daddy_gerl91@hotmail.com. And if i cant be contact at all, please pray to god that im doing alright.

Woooooots~! So long, earthlings. Tc! :DD

I hate how much i love you

-More than words-

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel

More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me, yeah
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if I took those words into
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hand and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go