I MISS MY BANGS!

Time check, 12.30. I could not sleep. Arghh, I'm having diarrhoea now! If this hasn't happen, i would probably be pandiculating right now on my bed stretching and yawning. Damn it!

Anyway, as confirmed Republic public will be on hiatus. 1st year students did not need to attend class but eLearning will be conducted in our LEO instead. OMG. Lets just see what is going to happen today at 8.30am sharp.

I'm already imagining how troublesome it is to post a topic in the forum and reply it and reply it and reply it. Do the worksheet thorough on your own. I really hope this is chimerical and NOT REAL! OMG.

Last saturday my family from my father side celebrated father's day at East Coast Park. Not for my father or my uncles but the day is solely for my grandfather. He's already a nonagenarian as his age is in the nineties. Yet he is still healthy looking. I wonder what is his secret. Well, that always remain as a arcanum. I will post the pictures soon. I'm too lazy to transfer pictures from my phone to comp. HAHAHA. Alright. I end this post here. Till then. K bye.

Yesterday i watched natural child birth introduced by Murni. Very gross i tell you but such a miracle. Hmm. Back then we were talking about having baby. I intend to have natural childbirth when im a gravid lady in future. HOHO. Its a miracle and worth it you see, especcially when you really loves babies. How cuteee and irritating they are. HAHAHA.
I ask my boyfriend to see and he said he's ready. HAHAHAHA. Reason being is that 1day he is going to stand beside his wife at the pregnancy operation room. FUUYOHHH. I was flabbergasted with his reason.
Cognitive Ut was challenging. I burst my brain thinking for answerss, considering my cough everthing. Haiya, irritating tahu tak!

Thank you for the tags people! Wonderful. My blog is alive now after it died months ago. HOHO. Anw, i had complaints why i post solely boyfriend pictures and why not myself or me with him. So here's the thing, first i love boyfriend very much. I would rather see my boyfriend cute face then seeing my beautiful face. After all, i see too much of my face already. I don't want to get obsess with my looks or else my money will be super broke. Second, okay there is no second reason. I am just plain lazy bum to upload all this. HAHA. Ok so toitoi, noinoi, goigoi, joijoi and irritating brother...here's my picsss! Let me aver it again, because i not afraid of admitting this truth...IMMA LAZY BUM. HEHEHEHEH. Eh! but depends too. (wide wide smile)

And to finish it off. My boyfriend is pure Malay! Im the one with Chinese mixed blood, omg can't you guys see it? He has sepet eyes but NOT related to any Chinese mixed blood and im nt sepet but i HAVE a Chinese mixed blood.
School starts today and today's module is just a pain in me ass. Sigh. Hope sci module manageable lah tmr!

It just disgust me from the way adam lambert joked.

"He's the one guy I found attractive in the whole group on the show: nice, nonchalant, pretty and totally my type - except that he has a wife," Lambert said.

Gah. So eeeewwww. Adam lambert has the voice, but it sound good enough to know that kris allen won the idol. Phew!

He who bring unbound joy. Can be a crippling pain too. When theres love, theres pain. Not surprising at all. So i must be real patient to have headaches and undefined megrims whenever we have fights. I am listening to white flag by dido now. Which reminded me that almost every fights, i wont put my hands up and surrender. Im in love with you, and will always be. I know you do it too.

Also, this particular song reminded me during secondary school times. Ahh, happiest and cheerful moments. Me & bestie, sakinah sang this song as written in her secret diary(yelah tu, most of the pages were drawings. haha!) And we even took the courage to like write new lyrics blahblah (Mostly was aca-aca only, never real. Playing only. Haha!) Most of the time was during Mr.Lau's lesson. Oh man, i miss him lah! Ok cut the crap. You know, i know lah.

So anw, i heard this song in radio and its sound sooo cuteee. KANTOI. Nama dier pun cute. But eh, what is kantoi, i dont know.. I wanna know! Hmmm.

My chocolate ice blended (:

Art House, boyfriend just got changed
My cute silly boyfriend (:

So boify reading yasin now. Praying for his sister. This one of the reason why i love you sepet! :)

As i stay longer in boyfriend's house just now. Hearing him and seeing him playing his keyboard. And just looking at him solely focusing on playing pleasant nice songs. I think now, most of my music and happiest moment revolve around him. I even learned keyboard from him! Im getting more & more like him actually. OMGay. But certainly, i just miss looking at him playing keyboard. Its been awhile he didnt play it in front of me. (sweeetness)

Had my dinner at Mac. Aiya, junkfood. The queue was long and behind me stand this elderly woman whom kept pushing me for i dont know what reason. The thing is we were not even close to the counter and why would she pushed me you see. So, i turn and said "Can you like just chill. Omg!". Well that didnt help either. There were still 3 people waiting in line in front me and she still pushed me. What is your problem auntie. Kiasu sangat la. Burger tu takkan lari la. Gi mampus sudah. (that was in my mind) But, i turned again and just said "So rude =_= ". (I sound so fierce. Meow, caaat fight!) Haha. The weather hotttness is killing me too....! Arghh.

Goodnight earthlings! (:

Yknow, It is just shocking that after hours spending time with him outside today, his mom called me the moment i reach home and told me that he cried. What in a world! I was flabbergasted. Why would he cried? What did i wrong? Did i say something cruel and inhuman? OMG, so many things came gushing my brain. So it is actually because of he misses his sister who i know should be living a much better life in the new world. Who never miss someone we truly love, and the painful moment is to know that he/she is no longer there. We always hope that they would redivivus again. We just have to accept it as it is. And pray for good. So baby, dont cry. Fergie says big girls dont cry, so must big boys...cann?

(aiyo, im so poor at convincing people. I know.)

So anw, last saturday we went to art festival at cityhall for a 2000 play by nadiputra works. Great show, great message from the play. Well done for abg yunus (bf's bro). Also, arts festival held a hip hop& rap competition. I was clueless that my cousin was attending it. And And And he got 2nd! Gereeek pe cuzin! So in the end, me and boify walk ard cityhall and enjoy the view. Then we headed home.

I miss class outing. Arghh! My uncle's in ICU is more important...but i still miss the outing. Arghhh!

We must be willing to get rid of the life we spent

so as to have the life that is waiting for us.

For most of my life, I've been planning to be where I am today. The expensive piece of paper, the ridiculous hours and the below average pay. I'm not sure what I was thinking, but it becomes more and more obvious each day that I'm not where I want to be. This isn't it. Something has to change. But still im figuring it out.

I know my blog is soo darn dead, long story. On a lighter note, i should get back to blogging. I got a lot of things to say. So many things is happening but such little time to at least express it. OMGay. Maybe this youtube music video would helps. Enjoy peeps!

Booohuuu. Im so bored today :( Rotting at home & for godsake i dont want to gain weight. Oh please, tidakkkkk! Even though i love eating. Im satisfied with the boobs, tits and curves i have right here. Just need to tone up my arms and legs. Woooo!

Ohh well, i was boring and i decided to visit my berzaman punye tagged. And i saw my secondary sch pictures. Which reminded me of a particular moment during sec sch when i was about to board a bus to go home frm school. And so i tap my ez-link card and shockingly it says "Pay cash". I checked my wallet and looked for some coins. To my suprise, i dont have any! And so dengan semangatnye dan muke tembok-nye, i said to the bus driver, "uncle. I dont have any cash right now. Can i ride the bus for free...?" (insert muke se-sedih-nye) The bus driver being so selfish and hard-hearted told me to get off the bus. I got down and the whole people in the bus was looking at me. HOT kepe aku! HAHAHA! (motivate diri sendiri seh fadz)

I miss my girlfriends a lot! And my dear sakinah request for a shoppinggg spreee together as school going to start soon...(fuuuyoooh!) And i miss my boo. Hes been sleeping from 2pm just now. And previously at 5pm he called me and we talked for awhile. And then he says he want to continue sleeping again. Alaaahai. Dah macam baa alip baa yaa. Oh well, like matair dier jugak la tu. Hehehehe. Time American Idol lagik shiok. He keeps calling every commercial and when the show starts he says bye. HAHAHA. Maha sweet!

But he can be super sarcastic. I asked him,

Me: U! U tahu nk pajak emas?
Him: Go kedai emas than say want to pajak. =_=

Besar peh kurang ajar la seh. Tapy takper. Still my favourite bf. Sweeet kepe aku! HAHA! I have to go. Ok bye!

Okay best. After succha long time. I finally, sungguh finally dot com, decided to update my blog. Alhamdulilah. Amin. *hah!* And yeah azzzza! Aku update ni! *jumps 20 times* I just dont know why i get so over-ly egg-cited. And yet, theres so many things i need to update.

First and foremost, i hope my dearly classmates Valarie get well soon. Speedy recovery and take good care of ur health okay! I know you can survive. U are a strong girl. We all knew that. We all were standing by you, hoping and praying outside the ICU room. Definitely worth the time spent there. We all love you. Im not being mushy mushy here but really, we care for you!

And today i spent time with boify at his cribs helping him with his project. Its his project work but the teammates didnt even care about it. So im the only person he had. *Alahai kecian nye*

Him : U! Handwriting u cantik kn? Tulis kan, draw kan i ah.
Me: Cantik eh? *fuuhh! Terus kembang nk mampus and i dont know what face expression i did*
Him : EHH! RILEK AH U! Kembangg tak perlu dgn muke muke sekali ah.
Me: Alaaaa. *insert cute tone*

Aku boleh "alaaaa..." lagik eh. Syabas dot com. Haha. Anniversary coming and his driving lesson coming. No money, no fun ah abeh. Plus i promise my bf that i will treat him pizza or pepperlunch if he pass his BTT. Macam siak. Duit nk korek maner siol. Lagik, i told him for this anni i wanna buy same sneaker (like vans or wat) together. Check bank account...melalak ah & complaint kat bf duit dah habis. And, i owed my darling sakinah 50bucks. Arrghhhh! Stress stress stress!

Cute kepe bf aku. He just called me and complaint, (soory if its too obscene)

Him: U! I tady makan 10stick hotdog satay. Abeh Skrang badan i gatal2, nk terberek pun ada.
Me: Abeh you dah garuk badan u? Dah Berak?
Him: Ni tgh garuk. Abeh tady i nk berak tkleh berak. Ni baru skarang rasa macam nk berak.
Me: UHH? U rase nk berak? Pegy toilet lah.
Him: OH AH AH EH. k bye.

My bf ni clown laa. Bende kecik pun kena blang. Pastu dah tahu nk berak kena blang aku. Haha. Stoppit eh u. Suspect kuat my girlfriends pun think he's a clown. He made us laugh by his stupid and clumsy actions. Best part kat kopitiam SGH. Gerek kepe. HOHO.

Okla. Im goonna talk to him later and go sleep. Heee. I blog soon aite. Enjoy my blog songs. K bye.