26.9.07

-SOMEBODY'S ME-

You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...

How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now its gone,
And i pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..

Somebody wants you,


Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...

You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...

You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...


Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...
Somebody's me...
Oh yeah...
Love is always in the air.
But 1 thing for sure was that every partner want their love ones to know
"that somebody is me".
Baby, before i set you free, before you forget me, pls remember the blissful moments we had together...
You never failed to made me blushed...even now, i keep on smiling thinking of you.
You made me drift away from the reality world.
But who cares even fairy tales don't have a happy ending.
I prayed at night that our path would cross.
I was deeply lost in you.
You made me go through hell. Im lost.
Somebody's wants you, somebody's need you, somebody's can't breathe without you.
N pls know that somebody is me.

Thankgod i could find the time to update my blog.
Ash have been complaining to update since he can only update himself abt me thru here. Awww...how catchy! HAHA! & ya, sorry guys for the old post. I shld start off anew.

Exams is arnd the corner and ya, if you are guessing, i didnt even start my revision.
Apart from english ppr which is today, which where me and the sugarbabes went out yesterday to have a thorough looked and practice on english.
We planned to break fast together at food culture, and yes "Tomyam seafood nondles" would always be the choice.
Then we rushed down to bukit batok coffee bean and laze abt and
started our misery business - study for english.
Coffee bean is always the best place to hang out and study grp with friends plus the tasty finger licking good ice blended that would spice up the surroundings.
English was okay for me. I managed to finish it.
Now, praying will only helped as the ppr is over. So PRAYED HARD!
:D

Now, for the other subjects, wat will probably happen is clueless.
Last minute study like i used to do always b4 the ppr??? Or wat???
It all depends. Im slacking way way above my limitations.
I dont know wat is going to happen to me.

Fasting month is damn fast that i didnt even realized that it
have been at least 2 weeks of fasting month. WOW!
Hari Raya is soon too. Uh-oh. Again, i will be away these days due to exams and my comp's condition.
TAKE CARE ALRIGHT!

13.9.07



Selamat berpuasa untuk semua umat islam. Puasa tau, jgn tk puasa! Marilah kita menyempurnakan puasa ini dengan penuh ketakwaan, tingkatan ilmu, teguhkan keimanan dan lahirkan keihsanan.
Perbanyakkan istighfar, sedekah dan kesabaran.
Amalan yang baik akan dapat ganjaranya.Berdoa la supaya hikmah disebalik bulan yang suci ini lebih daripada apa yang kita mengharapkan.
Insyallah (:

&& good luck for EOY, OLVLS, NLVLS everybody :D

8.9.07

Dreaming of you- Selena

Late at night, when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that, somewhere, you are
Thinking of me, too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me, and I
Wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes, would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close; but, so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Yes, I do

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me

Ah, ah
(Corazón)
I can't stop dreaming of you
(No puedo dejar de pensar en ti)
I can't stop dreaming
(Cómo te necesito)
I can't stop dreaming of you
(Mi amor, cómo te extraño)

Late at night, when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you."
I love you, too

Now, I'm dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming with you endlessly
_____________________

First and foremost, a very happy birthday to both my best friend, syafiqah, and that belo nk mampus bastard, shah, who have been missing in action for the past few months but get in touch again these few days. haha!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUH...!!!!!
Alahai, aku yg excited giler kat sini padahal padahal korang nye birthday. Huhu.
And yes, not to forget my DEAREST and the most UNDERSTANDING LOVABLE MOM in the UNIVERSE ( ehm, nt mr.lovable. pls la eh), happy birthday in advance too.
I love you to infinity!! We gonna go watch movie and
habiskan duit papa tmr at JB. whahahaha. Okay, im nt that evil. Dont worry papa, i love you too. Dont get jealous ok. Im still ur naugthy , dengar-cakap-papa punye anak. haha!
:D

& oh, syaf ur birthday make such a terrible coincidence situation luh. The 4 am unexpected meeting with mr.ash was such a terrible bad timing. Seriously. Nasib baik luh aku ni org islam plusplus nasib baik luh muker dia tuh ada mirip mcm seseorang yg aku cinta, lau tdak aku dah buat muke perangai sey. haha! (attitude sey bdk ni,,huhu)
& oh, shah stay happy with ur life now eh... I may not know who she is, bad or not, just stay happy together and forever okay.
_________________________

Color Pinwheel.
You make me smile everyday when I look at you.
But I am fine right now.
I want you to find someone else and add color to their life.
Make them smile as much as you have made me smile.
Take my color, and give it to someone else, I don't think I need you anymore.
I have my own color pinwheel now.
love my Mr. lovable right now.
(:

4.9.07

TEENAGERS JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN.
______________________

Name 11 people you can think of right
off the top of your head. Don't read
the questions underneath until you
write the names of all 11 people. This
is a lot funnier if you actually
randomly list the names first. No
cheating.

1. Amira
2. Syafiqah
3. Sakinah
4. Amalina
5. Mr ash
6. Aliff
7. Mimi kentot
8. Farhana
9. Shah iskandar, that bastard (:
10. Eddy
11. Zaki

DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP
THE TOP!

HOW DID YOU MEET #4?
- Kawan gua dong, sec sch duh :D

WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITHOUT # 6?
- nothing precisely.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF #2 AND #6 WERE
GOING OUT?
- ohmy! scandals la... haha!

HOW OLD IS #8 ?
-16!

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF #5 CONFESSED THEY
LOVE YOU ?
- errrrr....idk.

WHO'S #10'S BEST FRIEND?
- iman, shaymi, naili n lots more!

HAVE YOU EVER EATEN AROUND #1?
- yes :)

DO YOU MISS #1?
- yes yes yes.definitely :D

WHO IS #11 DATING?
- He keep on telling me to mind my own business :D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF #3?
- My best friend la sey. Aku syg kau many many ok (:

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF #9?
- Just a boy next door with personality and looks.
kinda irritating too :D

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF #4 AND #7 WERE
DATING?
- NO WAY ! Both of them ada hal masing2 :D

WHO DOES #2 LIKE?
- Bdk tingkat 5, weeeeee~! :D

WOULD YOU MARRY #7?
- NO WAYYY ! Im not a lesbo.

DO YOU LOVE #10?
- Nah, that was just the past.

EVER SLEPT IN THE SAME ROOM AS ANY OF
THE NUMBERS?
- nahs .
__________________

Yesterday had study group with friends. Not really study grp actually
coz we only manage to finish up just hmwks. At least we did something productive okay rather than laze about and talk with friends.
Precisely, i cant wait for today. Its a big day... we going town and maybe to sentosa?
A day out with friends is really what im waiting for.
Okay, till here, i got no mood to type coz i having serious diarrhea these days.
I just want to have fun
:D

2.9.07


1. Would you marry for money?
-Not really.

2.Have you had braces?
- Yes, im lovin it! (:

3.Could you live without a computer?
- I would rather die w/o having comp .

4.If you could live in any past time,
where would it be?
- Primary six :D

5.Do you drink enough water?
- I think so.

6.Do you wear shoes in the house or
take 'em off?
- Take em off luh.

7.What are your favorite fruits?
- Mango :D

8.What is your favorite place to visit?
- Would be the lib. heheh. Lots of illusion there :D

9.Are you photogenic?
- Uh huh. Im not that pretty though.

10.Do you dream in color or black and
white?
- Depends but colours would be better.

11.Why do you take survey??
- Bored and sick.

12.Do you drink alcohol?
- Neh

13.What is the most beautiful language?
- English british and korean.

14.Do you like being kissed when you
are asleep?
- Shld i tell? nah.

15.WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or
sunset?
- Sunset (:

16.Do you want to live until you're 100
yrs old?
- Over 100 with the person i love :D

19.When you watch movies at home, do
you like the lights switched on or off?
- Switch off (:

20.Do you believe in magic?
- Nah.

22.Do you like to watch cartoons?
- Spongebob!!!! (:

23.At what age did you find out that?
- Since i was small.

24.Do you write poems?
- Sometimes .

25.Do you snore?
- I dont think so.

26.You sleep more on your back,
front,or sides?
- All sides

27.Would you rather have a poodle or a
rottweiler?
- None

28.Are you basically a happy person?
- Not that happy.

29.Are you tired?
- Kind of.

30.Did you drink anything with
caffeine?
- Coffee, but its not good though.

32.How many land line/cellphones do you
have in your house?
- House= 4 , Cellphones = 4

33.Do you get along with your parents?
- Ya, definitely.

34.Do u smoke?
- Nah.

35.Do you have a kitty?
- Nah, mum wont allow.

36.Have you ever had a birthday party?
- Yes.

37.What do you do when you're sad?
- normally would be gfs. but some i dont tell them.

38. What do you need most now?
- Someone to talk to.

39.What song are you listening to now?
- Sorry, blame it on me( akon)

40.what are you craving right now?
- Everything i that i want. To make it right (:

_________________

I'm SORRY LOVED ONES
you can blame it on me
and the person you thought I wanted you to be
but don't you blame it on love
cause you will regret it then, and from now on.
i'm sorry.

__________________

wont be updating much by now.
:D

31.8.07

School yesterday was a total slack. Due to the cross-ctry prolong speech in the morning which we knew it already, we missed our reading period. We had to endure the blazing sun stricking on us. Then eng was free period due to it's yesterday hard work. COOL! Aft eng, was maths but some of us skipped maths & the reason was, we do filing with the other lucky winners even though we are NOT the lucky winners. HAHA! & Mdm chin didnt care about it too.
Then mt was clearly nothing coz teacher didnt turn up. So ya, free period again. Amaths was just practises and stupid bear bear is so curious about "whos my crush?" But, wth, im not telling you anything.
:D

Pics we took when we skipped maths lesson.
I tell you, we are rebel against teachers when we are burned-out.
:D
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Then went home, change and meet ash again. I got nothing better to do.
& he want to meet up. Then arnd 8 went out with amira to accompany her buy teachers day present and slack arnd. Shared some stories with her. We talked a lot precisely.
& yes, i would camwhore while waiting for miss 30-60 minutes late. Yup, its true.

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will post soon. It is holiday time baby!
:D

29.8.07

RUANG RINDU LYRICS - BY LETTO.

I soooo LOVE this soulful song.
plus plus,
i still LOVE their sandaran hati song.


Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
Terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada
Jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
Terasa hangat oh didalam hati
Kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
Tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi
Tak pernah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna
Tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada

Chorus 2x:
Kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
Semua kutrima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu kita bertemu

Bertemu

_______________

I having all the sentimental feelings when i'm sick.
I just wish you were there beside me making me warm.
I missed you like fat kids misses chocolate.
I want you so much like how dehydrated ppl wants water.
I need you badly like how a 2 year old child need its parents.
& now, i can only hear my voice praying for you.
Are we that oblivious?
( kau dtg dan pergi bergitu sahaja)
& i now feel the pain.

28.8.07

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N: Good boyfiee / girlfiee
O: Really easy to fall in love with
R: Can kick your butt
F: People wild and crazy adore you
A: Drop dead gorgeous
D: Is a great dancer
Z: Lives life for fun
I: love to laugh
L: Very romantic person
L: Very romantic person
A: Drop dead gorgeous

________________
See if your name fits you :D

A: Drop dead gorgeous
B: Loves to make people laugh
C: Really easy to fall in love with
D: Is a great dancer
E: Beautiful eyes
F: People wild and crazy adore you
G: Dont let people tell you what to do
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: love to laugh
J: Easy to have fun with
K: Really silly
L: Very romantic person
M: Makes dating fun
N: Good boyfiee / girlfiee
O: Really easy to fall in love with
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: Can kick your butt
S: Lives life for fun
T: Great Friend
U: Gets blamed for everything
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded
X: Never let people tell you what to do
Y: Loved by everybody
Z: Lives life for fun

_________________


Its an everyday routine . Life can be really sickening and miserable when what i lust for just didnt turn out right. It can be pissed off too at times.

I seemed to feel lost hope and other.. I still can express this feeling but I always cheer up at the end of the day cause I'm the one who is facing the problem and if i still stick to it , I might be moody all day long .

Nobody knows when, where and why i am crying. Nobody knows what i am thinking of and whats on my mind. I just trained to hide my tears from anybody even parents. I just felt like i'm living my own life, alone. & now, i just realized how lonely i am without you though there's friends and families who is there for me always. Being independent can be hard at times when what i really need and hope for just disappear at sight. I still cannot accept the fact.

When i hear slow and love song, ur name just dash out of my minds. Just like this song in my blog. You can feel the song if you read it's words and feel it's beat. I just miss you like a child misses its blanket. Love life can be tiring at times. I bet those who lost their loves ones still misses them even though they are with a new one. See how much a person who cause a drastic impact in ur life can do. It affected me a million. Don't think i'm so hyper in school today with smile on my face makes you think i okay. I'm not actually. I'm just trying to make my day okay without you but guess what, i cant.

27.8.07

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Duh im bored. So i did this .
(:


1. When was the last time you had
butterflies in your stomach?
- Idk.

2. What are you wearing from head to toe?
- hmm.. tees and jeans. going out later.

3. Does your phone ring in the middle of
the night often?
-depends.

4. What did you do last night?
- watch moon& nightlife with siblings :D

5. What are you doing tomorrow?
-schooling?

6. What is something you've learned
about yourself recently?
-idk.

7. Do you like anyone?
-maybe? (:

8. Do you know anyone who is married?
-like duh..

9. What is your favourite number?
-8...wooo~! (:

10. What was the last thing to make you cry?
-i dont remember.

11. Are you outgoing?
-idk.

12. When was the last time you cried?
-idk. seriously, absent minded. (:

13. What is one thing you miss about
your past?
-not sure.

14. What is one thing you've learned
about life?
-what goes around comes around.

15. Are you jealous of anyone?
-nah..

16. Is anyone jealous of you?
-should i care? I dont even know :D

17. Have you ever used a friend?
-of course not. Im not like that somebody.

18. Has anyone recently told you that
-they like you more than as a friend?
yeah. many times (:

19. Who was the last person you drove with?
-MY CRAZY MUM. (:

20. What are you looking forward to?
-Oh good grades, pls come back!
&& get to know him better.

21. How are you today?
-ubber happy!

22. What's your worst experience?
-not sure.

23. Are you currently single?
-yes. && im lovin it~!

24. How many things in your past do you
regret?
-countless. Too many.

25. what do you think of love at first
sight?
-it may be true sometimes.

26. Have you ever kissed two people in
one night?
-gila kah? OMFG!, whose that 2 person.
tymer eh?

27. Have you ever been in the emergency
room?
-yeah, when i was a kid.

28. What's the last movie you watched?
-i dont remember. Spartan?

29. If you could change anything about
your past, what would it be?
-to stay with him always :D

30.Have you ever felt like killing somebody?
yeah! totally! (:

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OKay, done. I going to aunt's house later
to celebrate(doa doa uh,bkn party) the coming bulan puasa. HUrray~!!!
bye bye.
(: